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Well, I forgot I never finished some of my journal entries and now am making up for it. It's going to take a while, some of them are damned long but I have nothing else to do...

I really don't want to venture into my old thoughts...

Okay, some updates. I'm going to get a bookshelf, maybe 2. I'm going to finish the Gregon chapter today, providing I don't have to work. And I found out my beta reader has more a following than I do. 19 chapters and over 300 reviews! Dang! I don't mind, too much.

And I've been thinking of doing a HP AU on the side. But I don't want to be sidetracked too much so I'll hold off for a bit.

Old Entry

I don't know when this is so I'm going to post this here. I know I wrote it in Spanish Class during a fiesta at 12:46 P.M. and I'm depressed and Ricky Martin is playing.

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Sometimes I wonder... I've survived the test -- barely -- and 91.5 -- A --. It's okay, I don't mind.

I'm slipping again... I know it, I know the feeling...apathy...sadness... It's back...

Life holds no meaning for me... I wake up, go to school, do schoolwork, go home and do homework.

I have few joys... a good fanfiction piece, a good book -- a nice tv show (did I tell you Enterprise premiered last night -- no I didn't, I rarely write anymore... But it did and it's fun. I like T'Pol -- the Vulcan science officer. Spock : Kirk as T'Pol : Archer) but that's it.

I'm losing my writing -- a few snippets of HL D/M slash here and there -- maybe I'll have enought ot make a series...

I still haven't written the first one part of LCT yet...don't know if I'll even have time until winter vacation.

Maybe this is a good thing. I wrote a few philosophical things last year when I hit a bump...

That's it. Maybe I'll talk to you about a cute guy later.

Oh yeah -- The Agency premiers tonight -- hopefully I'll have some fun.

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Man I'm melodramatic and depressing! I am so stupid! I'm going to read some Aus/Wlm stories now to get up!