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Took the AP test today. Am feeling not very confident. The multiple choice seemed good which usually means bad. The essays were bad but that usually means bad. So all in all, EVERYTHING IS BAD.
And I have two more to go. Hell, hell, hell!!! Why the hell am I so fucking stupid? Damn it. I suck. But once it's over, it'll be over and I can laugh and dance and scream and just go absolutely crazy. After I do the Med. Bio test, the Adv. Bio test, the Chicken Lab and my three fly labs. *cries* Why am I so busy??? This month is like hell. I want out now, godamnit.
But there's light at the end of the tunnel. Lots of anime, lots of manga, no school, no work, no hell. All I have to worry about are the placement tests for NYU. I just have to hold off for another month. Just one more month. One month. I can do it right? Right? Please someone tell me I can do it.
Aug, I feel like crap today. I had Big Brother, Big Sister today after that I went to La Clinica to work on the community garden... It wasn't even as if I was much help. I was totally stupid. I got faint and almost blacked out after half an hour and then I really didn't do much else. Ever felt totally stupid, inept and useless? Now you know how I feel. I don't even want to study for bio tomorrow. I probably won't. I still have a headache and I'm still a bit dizzy...
That's what I get for skipping lunch...
Other news: Kimeru responded to my letter!! I got a postcard! He wears aqua-blue contacts! Kakoii! I want him so badly. He's so freaking cute but he's also so freaking gay. I don't care. He's cool anyway.
I'm making him a thousand cranes for his b-day. This is obsessedfan!Sherry coming out. I have want to fly over there and stalk him.
And I saw Tenimyu!!! He's so cool! Everyone is cool even Nagayan Takeshi who's the new Fuji and freaks the hell out of me. Shinji is totally great. He has a girly voice though. And I saw Tenipuri Perfect Live. It's good -- Atobe's seiyuu and Tezuka's were of course great. Fuji's -- wow. What a change. Other person that I'm into? Inui's and Ryoma's seiyuus. I'm blanking on names right now (Ryoma = Minigawa Junko, Tezuka = Okiayu Ryoutarou (don't quote me on the spelling) and Atobe is Junichi Suwabe) but they are very cool in real life.
And I got this new song -- Boyfriend by 5566. It's in English but it's by a Chinese boy band. I saw the video on Jade World and I knew I had to have it. They reminded me so much of N*Sync and Backstreet Boys... They're not bad. I think they're Mandrian though... I got a bad copy of it though. Kazaa failed me. Only 112 bitrate. That's just sucky. But that's my news.
Took the AP test today. Am feeling not very confident. The multiple choice seemed good which usually means bad. The essays were bad but that usually means bad. So all in all, EVERYTHING IS BAD.
And I have two more to go. Hell, hell, hell!!! Why the hell am I so fucking stupid? Damn it. I suck. But once it's over, it'll be over and I can laugh and dance and scream and just go absolutely crazy. After I do the Med. Bio test, the Adv. Bio test, the Chicken Lab and my three fly labs. *cries* Why am I so busy??? This month is like hell. I want out now, godamnit.
But there's light at the end of the tunnel. Lots of anime, lots of manga, no school, no work, no hell. All I have to worry about are the placement tests for NYU. I just have to hold off for another month. Just one more month. One month. I can do it right? Right? Please someone tell me I can do it.
Aug, I feel like crap today. I had Big Brother, Big Sister today after that I went to La Clinica to work on the community garden... It wasn't even as if I was much help. I was totally stupid. I got faint and almost blacked out after half an hour and then I really didn't do much else. Ever felt totally stupid, inept and useless? Now you know how I feel. I don't even want to study for bio tomorrow. I probably won't. I still have a headache and I'm still a bit dizzy...
That's what I get for skipping lunch...
Other news: Kimeru responded to my letter!! I got a postcard! He wears aqua-blue contacts! Kakoii! I want him so badly. He's so freaking cute but he's also so freaking gay. I don't care. He's cool anyway.
I'm making him a thousand cranes for his b-day. This is obsessedfan!Sherry coming out. I have want to fly over there and stalk him.
And I saw Tenimyu!!! He's so cool! Everyone is cool even Nagayan Takeshi who's the new Fuji and freaks the hell out of me. Shinji is totally great. He has a girly voice though. And I saw Tenipuri Perfect Live. It's good -- Atobe's seiyuu and Tezuka's were of course great. Fuji's -- wow. What a change. Other person that I'm into? Inui's and Ryoma's seiyuus. I'm blanking on names right now (Ryoma = Minigawa Junko, Tezuka = Okiayu Ryoutarou (don't quote me on the spelling) and Atobe is Junichi Suwabe) but they are very cool in real life.
And I got this new song -- Boyfriend by 5566. It's in English but it's by a Chinese boy band. I saw the video on Jade World and I knew I had to have it. They reminded me so much of N*Sync and Backstreet Boys... They're not bad. I think they're Mandrian though... I got a bad copy of it though. Kazaa failed me. Only 112 bitrate. That's just sucky. But that's my news.
