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Only two more full days until I have to leave... It's still not really hitting me yet. I wonder when it will because right now I just kinda want to get the whole "I'm leaving and I'm never coming baaaaccckkk!" revealation. Though technically, that's not really the truth. I'm coming back in November for Thanksgiving and that's not that bad... I mean it's just a couple of months.
Kimeru's CD and DVD comes out today. I want mp3s! Even though I am going to be getting them, I still want to hear Kimeru's songs. Besides, I probably will be downloading them regardless. It's not the whole thing of having to hear them but rather having them for the sake of having them.
I'm starting to worry a bit about in New York... Almost everyone I talk to is on AIM and yet I have never been able to sign onto AIM outside of AOL... I don't want to miss all of my friends... :( I have to figure this out before I leave. I know my screename, I know my password, so why the hell can't it work?
I called housing today! I wanted to know how late I would still be able to check in on the 28th and they said up to 11 PM. Yes! That's way enough time for me! I'm happy now.
I must download Tenimyu 2 again, must, must, must. I don't know why, but my version of it is becoming corrupted and I really want a good version of it. Hopefully it won't take me a week like it did here.
I don't know why but PoT 147 has been released as a fansub by this group that I have never heard of. Who the hell are they? Why 147? If they wanted to start with something, they should started after the Sanada vs. Ryoma match. That'll be the good stuff. But after I saw that they had released a new PoT episode, I went on A-O's channel to see how they'll respond and they said they'll be releasing 126 tomorrow! Yay! Hopefully I'll be able to see it before I leave.
Ack! I'm leaving Saturday! :( So quick. Must pack. But I don't know where to start! It's all a jumble! Somehow I think I might just be procrastinating it until the very last day simple because I don't know how to pack until then.
I just don't know what to bring... I mean clothes obviously, all of my computer files (must burn a DVD data disc on Friday with all new files), toiletries, clock... I think I'm going to leave all of my books here... I have to find the software for the printer to install the driver when I'm there. I hope I can find it... I have a tendency to leave thing lying around after using them.
Should I bring pots, pans, silverware or buy them there? I think I might buy them there. Must get chopsticks. I mean I usually eat with forks but I still would like a pair of chopsticks...
It's so rainy here. Everything is all grey and wet. It's such a weird change of pace after so much sun and heat in July and most of August. I heard there's flash flooding in Gresham and when Diana and Kent were coming back from Portland it was absolutely pouring. They called me and asked whether or not it was raining in Hood River but it wasn't at all. We were kinda sunny even though it was totally cloudy and overcast. But there was a lot of light outside. But now it's totally murky out there. It's pretty bad but definitely a nice change of place. It definitely makes for better sleeping... I haven't had a good sleep where I just wanted to lounge in bed for several hours just going "ahhhh" in a long time. The heat is always too much that I would want to get out of bed. Now I just want to crawl under the covers, feel the coolness around me and the warmth and smoothness from the comforter... Ahhh, perfection. Hopefully I'll be able to enjoy the same feeling in New York.
What is notable that I have not mentioned?
Yesterday I was did something really stupid. I had scheduled with Merrie to have a good-bye lunch at Crazy Pepper and we talked all through lunch. I should have not left so quickly! I didn't have anything to do and neither than she. We could have talked some more, caught a movie, walked around down town! I must have seemed like I was trying to get away from her! God, I feel like such an idiot. Baka, baka, baka Sherry!
Tomorrow I'm going to go over to Gena's house and have another goodbye sorta thing with a couple of people. Merrie's supposed to be there and I know a bunch of other people as well. Hopefully I won't feel totally out of place. Gena's leaving on Friday, a day earlier than I will be... It's so sad! We're all scattering! I heard Ivy is already in Missouri! She emailed Merrie and not me. :( I gave her my email addy with specific instructions to email me! God, I hope I didn't accidently delete her letter to me. That would totally absolutely suck (or hope that it didn't get filed away as spam by the filter). I asked Merrie to email her address to me so I'll hopefully email her.
Well, I guess that's all I got to say for now. It's so sad. This is going to be one of my last posts before I go... I'm on my lasts of everything... Last Wednesday, last time waitressing, last time I'm going to enjoy a nice Oregon rain... It's so sad and yet I'm not really bothered all that much. I feel like I should be feeling more feeling than what I am. It feels sad but it could be so much worse... I don't know. Maybe it's as I've been saying and it's just not hitting me yet. Who knows?
Kimeru's CD and DVD comes out today. I want mp3s! Even though I am going to be getting them, I still want to hear Kimeru's songs. Besides, I probably will be downloading them regardless. It's not the whole thing of having to hear them but rather having them for the sake of having them.
I'm starting to worry a bit about in New York... Almost everyone I talk to is on AIM and yet I have never been able to sign onto AIM outside of AOL... I don't want to miss all of my friends... :( I have to figure this out before I leave. I know my screename, I know my password, so why the hell can't it work?
I called housing today! I wanted to know how late I would still be able to check in on the 28th and they said up to 11 PM. Yes! That's way enough time for me! I'm happy now.
I must download Tenimyu 2 again, must, must, must. I don't know why, but my version of it is becoming corrupted and I really want a good version of it. Hopefully it won't take me a week like it did here.
I don't know why but PoT 147 has been released as a fansub by this group that I have never heard of. Who the hell are they? Why 147? If they wanted to start with something, they should started after the Sanada vs. Ryoma match. That'll be the good stuff. But after I saw that they had released a new PoT episode, I went on A-O's channel to see how they'll respond and they said they'll be releasing 126 tomorrow! Yay! Hopefully I'll be able to see it before I leave.
Ack! I'm leaving Saturday! :( So quick. Must pack. But I don't know where to start! It's all a jumble! Somehow I think I might just be procrastinating it until the very last day simple because I don't know how to pack until then.
I just don't know what to bring... I mean clothes obviously, all of my computer files (must burn a DVD data disc on Friday with all new files), toiletries, clock... I think I'm going to leave all of my books here... I have to find the software for the printer to install the driver when I'm there. I hope I can find it... I have a tendency to leave thing lying around after using them.
Should I bring pots, pans, silverware or buy them there? I think I might buy them there. Must get chopsticks. I mean I usually eat with forks but I still would like a pair of chopsticks...
It's so rainy here. Everything is all grey and wet. It's such a weird change of pace after so much sun and heat in July and most of August. I heard there's flash flooding in Gresham and when Diana and Kent were coming back from Portland it was absolutely pouring. They called me and asked whether or not it was raining in Hood River but it wasn't at all. We were kinda sunny even though it was totally cloudy and overcast. But there was a lot of light outside. But now it's totally murky out there. It's pretty bad but definitely a nice change of place. It definitely makes for better sleeping... I haven't had a good sleep where I just wanted to lounge in bed for several hours just going "ahhhh" in a long time. The heat is always too much that I would want to get out of bed. Now I just want to crawl under the covers, feel the coolness around me and the warmth and smoothness from the comforter... Ahhh, perfection. Hopefully I'll be able to enjoy the same feeling in New York.
What is notable that I have not mentioned?
Yesterday I was did something really stupid. I had scheduled with Merrie to have a good-bye lunch at Crazy Pepper and we talked all through lunch. I should have not left so quickly! I didn't have anything to do and neither than she. We could have talked some more, caught a movie, walked around down town! I must have seemed like I was trying to get away from her! God, I feel like such an idiot. Baka, baka, baka Sherry!
Tomorrow I'm going to go over to Gena's house and have another goodbye sorta thing with a couple of people. Merrie's supposed to be there and I know a bunch of other people as well. Hopefully I won't feel totally out of place. Gena's leaving on Friday, a day earlier than I will be... It's so sad! We're all scattering! I heard Ivy is already in Missouri! She emailed Merrie and not me. :( I gave her my email addy with specific instructions to email me! God, I hope I didn't accidently delete her letter to me. That would totally absolutely suck (or hope that it didn't get filed away as spam by the filter). I asked Merrie to email her address to me so I'll hopefully email her.
Well, I guess that's all I got to say for now. It's so sad. This is going to be one of my last posts before I go... I'm on my lasts of everything... Last Wednesday, last time waitressing, last time I'm going to enjoy a nice Oregon rain... It's so sad and yet I'm not really bothered all that much. I feel like I should be feeling more feeling than what I am. It feels sad but it could be so much worse... I don't know. Maybe it's as I've been saying and it's just not hitting me yet. Who knows?
