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Staying Up Late
Aug. 27th, 2004 05:31 amI'm staying up late because I can't bear to think of this as my last day here before I'll be going... New York is so far away... I can't believe I chose a school that's on the other side of the country. It amazes me now to think that was one of the deciding factors in why I chose to apply there.
I packed a bit tonight and it scares me that I really don't have that much stuff to bring. I have most of my clothes all packed up, my CDs and laptop all good and put away. I've chosen to take a few stuffed animals (my Bear-chan and my Beary) as well as my plushies (Isumi-chan! Touya-kun! Shindo Hikaru!). I'm pretty good actually... It's still freaky that in twenty four hours, I'll be in the airport, just getting ready to board my plane. And then in 36 hours, I'll be in New York and I'll be officially away from home and starting my college life and career. Scary! I don't know what to do right now besides get through the day.
I'm hoping to stay at the dorm. My mom wants to me to go with her to Brooklyn and spend a couple of days buying supplies but I feel like this is the wrong time to be going off. This is an important roommate bonding time! God, I'm not even sure I'm going to like my roommate. I mean she works at Abercrombie for god's sake! Geez, if that's not a turn off, then what is? How will she be like when Sherry-the-anime-freak descends upon her? How will she react when I blast my anime and Japanese music from my computer or when I become an incomprehensible freak when my Kimeru DVD arrives? It's all up in the air. I shouldn't worry. I don't want to worry. God, I'm worrying. This sucks.
I almost wish I was going into another year of high school.
I packed a bit tonight and it scares me that I really don't have that much stuff to bring. I have most of my clothes all packed up, my CDs and laptop all good and put away. I've chosen to take a few stuffed animals (my Bear-chan and my Beary) as well as my plushies (Isumi-chan! Touya-kun! Shindo Hikaru!). I'm pretty good actually... It's still freaky that in twenty four hours, I'll be in the airport, just getting ready to board my plane. And then in 36 hours, I'll be in New York and I'll be officially away from home and starting my college life and career. Scary! I don't know what to do right now besides get through the day.
I'm hoping to stay at the dorm. My mom wants to me to go with her to Brooklyn and spend a couple of days buying supplies but I feel like this is the wrong time to be going off. This is an important roommate bonding time! God, I'm not even sure I'm going to like my roommate. I mean she works at Abercrombie for god's sake! Geez, if that's not a turn off, then what is? How will she be like when Sherry-the-anime-freak descends upon her? How will she react when I blast my anime and Japanese music from my computer or when I become an incomprehensible freak when my Kimeru DVD arrives? It's all up in the air. I shouldn't worry. I don't want to worry. God, I'm worrying. This sucks.
I almost wish I was going into another year of high school.
