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i am who i hate

why the hell did I think about writing again? i sucked. i should just stop forever.

:(

i missed lab today...

i woke up at 9:00 AM and the lab starts at 8:30

i set my alarm for 7:30 and didn't see that it was set for 7:30 PM instead of AM...

i should have gone anyway, right? but if i had it would have been 1 hour late... still... i feel like shit.

:(

it's gut and check time, isn't it?

Lyrics for a Collection

Never made it as a wise man
I couldn't cut it as a poor man stealing
Tired of living like a blind man
I'm sick of sight without a sense of feeling
And this is how you remind me
This is how you remind me
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am

-Nickelback, How You Remind Me


Your love for me came as a waterfall
Flowing inside me like never before
Your love for me, something I didn't see
But baby, I know better now
When you walked in the room that very night
A special feeling just burst inside
It was only you, nobody else
But baby, I know better now

Don't wanna love you if you don't love me
Don't wanna need you when you won't need me too

Samantha Mumba - Gotta Tell You


I am everything you want
I am everything you need
I am everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
I say all the right things
At exactly the right time
But I mean nothing to you and I don't know why
And I don't know why
Why
I don't know

Vertical Horizon - Everything You Want


I'm setting up a Yuuri/Wolfram fic where Wolfram realizes his love for Yuuri is hopeless and will never go anywhere. It's a desperate, hopeless love that will cause more pain the end than anything else. That's why Wolfram has to cut it out of his life.