God damn it...

I can't get onto irc.rizon.net!!! :(

Me wanna go to #animeone to downloads stuff....

I don't understand it... This is the third day I haven't been able to get on. Usually this only lasts a day or so and this time....

Urgh! I have a suspicion that NYU blocked it... But I can go onto different servers... Can you selectively block one server...? If you can, it serves me right for downloading like several gig (lots of gig) off of there...

I love cheese

I really, really really love cheese. And dairy. I love dairy products.

But...

But..

But...!

I have to stop eating dairy... I can't have cheese. I really should know better... :(

I really am lactose intolerant! And now the macaroni and cheese I had for lunch is really getting to me... I guess that's because it was more cheese than pasta... :(

Why?

Why is god so mean to me to make me love something my body can't tolerate? That's so cruel! :(