Mirage of Blaze...

So must have... Gotta get them all, gonna get them all...

I'm gonna have all of them by tomorrow night. Too bad I can't watch them until I get home....

Right now I'm taking a break from studying for Calculus. A little one. I need to get back and relearn Integration by Parts vs. U-sub... *makes a face* I finally figured out how to derive inverse trig functions and I'm feeling very proud of myself. If he doesn't put one of those on there, I'm gonna be pissed since I just spent almost an hour going over it.

So far my min-max, inverse, sketching (ick...), integrals and fundamental theorem of Calculus parts are okay. I just need to figure out integration by parts, area (shell and disc methods *makes a face*) and logarithms...

*dies*

But once Calculus is over, I only have one more final exam to worry about and that's Chem and I like Chem!!! It's easy! Yes!!!

And I got my Fly Me to Polaris DVD today. He also sent me Frugal Game as a way to make up for it and a check for $6. Great!

Gotta get back to studying... *grumbles*

I HATE CALCULUS!!! Math just sucks all around... :(

On a happy note, AonE released 27 and 28 of KKM!!! (Yes, the bad episode is there but I'm gonna watch it and cry over it and go *squee* over Wolfram's reaction to the button anyway.)

edit x1: On Mirage of Blaze, I was thinking as I was studying how it reminds me of the Eason Chang song Xiong Mei where the theme was it hurts to be in love and to be loved... I just keep thinking of Naoe and how it hurts him to be in love with Kagetora (Takaya) and how it also hurts to be loved by Kagetora... Of course, this is all speculation since I haven't seen the anime yet and only know a bit about what's happening...

But if you think about it, it sorta makes sense. Naoe loves Kagetora but Kagetora doesn't reciprocate but he also doesn't allow Naoe to leave him... That could be considered a form of love, right? And there's Naoe torn in between love and hate for abuser...

Ah, well, hopefully this will turn out to be good. I've also gotten the OVAs (at least the first two episodes) sent to me via Streamload so I'll be downloading those too... From what I heard, they're a lot less subtle about the relationship between Takaya and Naoe and that Takaya basically spends the entire series trying to rape Naoe.

Even if it's dark and it might be sad and depressing, I still want to see this very badly.

Ah, I can't wait until my Calculus (and Chem) exam is over!!!

But I hope God will be amiable and doesn't strand me at either Newark or Denver. I mean, it's Christmas Eve! If He doesn't give me a break on the eve of his son's birth... Well, I would really think God hates me if that happens.

Oh, I am an atheist by the way. :)

Studying...gah... I still don't know the shell or the disc method all that well but I've got integration by parts and the chain rule down. Yay for me...

All I know about the shell and disc method is:

V=(pi) f(x)^2 dx

and

V= 2(pi)(x) f(x) dx

I really, really, really HATE CALCULUS.

V= 2(pi)(x) f(x)-g(x) dx... Is that the washer method? God, I don't know any more....

Die math DIE!!! After this, no more math for me. I've fulfilled the req. for pre-med and physics... *grumbles* Why the hell am I pre-med again?

edit x2: Because I'm lazy to send you a letter...

Masha, do you wanna see Mirage of Blaze? I could send it over during break...

edit x3: Last one really, and then I'm turning it. (Thank god my exam isn't until noon.)

I'm hungry. I really, really, really, really hate it when I'm hungry in the middle of the night. :( I already had a midnight snack (frozen potstickers that weren't as good as my dad's) and I'm hungry again... I'm gonna wake up tomorrow, make food, study and then go to the exam and hopefully no fail.

Hopefully. I really do need to pass this course and it's the only one I'm really worried about... Must get a passing grade, must get a passing grade, must get a passing grade!!!

Wrong...

There's something wrong with the fact that Hood River is gonna have a worse 10 days in terms of weather than NYC.

But it's good that the forecast changed from raining to cloudy here.... Less chance of me having a delay. :)

Damn... Calculus exam in half an hour... I'm barely awake... I couldn't fall asleep until 4:30 AM last night and I only got like five hours of sleep... And I still have to study for Chem tomorrow... Damn, everything is just going too fast now...

Reminder: Buy graphing calculator today... I have to remember it... :( $100, right there.... :(

*dies*

Our Calculus exam has been named, "The Most Evil Exam in College EVER."

Yes.

I totally failed it methinks. But the curve, there is still the curve!!! Since everyone else thinks they've failed it, it means I might still have a chance to totally pass this class! Yes! :)

Studying for Chem now... *dies* I'm sooo tired. I'm gonna study until 12:30ish and then turn in. I can't do a 9 AM exam with less than 7 hours of sleep...

Huh...

I'm taking another break from Chem studying...

Anyway, this was interesting:

sherryillk's Word Usage

1. i (379) 26. you (40) 51. now (24) 76. still (18) 2. and (273) 27. get (40) 52. are (23) 77. today (18) 3. the (256) 28. at (37) 53. go (23) 78. only (18) 4. to (199) 29. one (37) 54. them (23) 79. being (18) 5. it (153) 30. with (37) 55. good (23) 80. see (18) 6. a (146) 31. no (35) 56. his (23) 81. into (17) 7. of (133) 32. do (34) 57. song (22) 82. kill (17) 8. but (89) 33. like (33) 58. by (22) 83. that's (17) 9. that (89) 34. since (33) 59. some (22) 84. how (17) 10. my (83) 35. if (32) 60. her (22) 85. am (17) 11. for (75) 36. pot (32) 61. bad (22) 86. chinese (17) 12. i'm (75) 37. don't (32) 62. about (21) 87. were (17) 13. in (75) 38. will (30) 63. then (21) 88. study (17) 14. me (74) 39. out (29) 64. or (21) 89. they (16) 15. is (70) 40. from (29) 65. god (21) 90. she (16) 16. have (67) 41. really (29) 66. would (21) 91. other (16) 17. so (67) 42. there (28) 67. well (20) 92. too (16) 18. on (64) 43. as (28) 68. can (20) 93. chem (16) 19. was (62) 44. this (28) 69. songs (19) 94. refused (16) 20. all (55) 45. had (28) 70. him (19) 95. id (16) 21. not (54) 46. know (27) 71. i've (19) 96. who (15) 22. just (50) 47. he (27) 72. got (19) 97. name (15) 23. it's (48) 48. gonna (26) 73. an (19) 98. mean (15) 24. be (47) 49. when (25) 74. edit (19) 99. must (15) 25. up (45) 50. love (25) 75. more (18) 100. over (15)

Username: Word Count by Hutta.

"I" is the most used word...I'm so self absorbed... :\

Most of the words are quite common but "PoT" is on the 36th, "ID" on the 95th (hey, it made the list), "kill" as the 82nd... Even "chem" and "study" make it on there... Not bad... I do talk about guys a lot and about songs and I do edit a whole bunch... But yeah, interesting.

Gotta get back to studying. After that test ends at 11 AM, I'M FREE!!! YES!!!