Last musings before I leave...

Why the hell didn't know about Delivery.com before?! I could have so used it this year. I suspect I'll be using it a lot next year as I slowly starve in Water Street.

I'm not quite alert right now. I'm awake but I'm still kinda fuzzy. I got 2 hours of sleep but my sister called me in the middle of it and woke me up a bit. She freaked me about by saying I was gonna miss my flight and in the daze of sleep, I thought I had overslept by a lot... Not a nice girl, my sister.

Right now I'm tired. I'm bored. I'm worried about Super Shuttle, about getting my ticket since all I have is my itinerary and some ID (my credit and debit cards got cancelled after my wallet was stolen so I don't think I'll be able to use those EasyCheck-In stations... I'll try any but still... :\

I have too much luggage for one person to carry around and I have a cake (and expensive Veniero one too...) that's ultimately going to destroyed on the flight... I just want to go home, crawl into bed and die for a while... Actually, I just want to be on my plane flying home. That's all I really want right now... I don't really carry too much about the cake any more because it's too hard to care. I'm tired and I want to not worry any more because it all sucks...

This last semester's final was hell... I'm so drained... Hopefully next year it won't be so bad...

Where's my copy of the first episode of Trinity Blood? I distinctly remember downloading it so where is it? :( I'm redownloading now and getting the 2nd episode... I only have half an hour before I get picked up by Super Shuttle... *sighs* It really is ending... I'm gonna miss NYC but I'm gonna be so happy to be back home.

Home...

I was gonna write about how I'm home and all that but they freaking released Bukimyu on BT?! The day I come home?! FUCK!!!

:(

I'm on dial-up now... We'll see how long it takes me to download it... :(

That's some serious bad karma... And now that I'm attempting to download it, it says there's a problem connecting to the tracker and that it was a Bad Request. What does that mean?

Gah. I hate dial-up. :(

Well, yeah, I'm home. My sister and brother are still at school but they should be back in half an hour. I'm so tired and sleepy and sore right now...

The cake is dead. As I predicted. Nice.

:(

My CDs are okay as is my Bear-chan. The microwave didn't break and I'm pretty sure I left some clothes in the drawers in my dorm room. :( That's sad! Really! But I can't fix it so I'm not gonna dwell on it... Oh well... :(

I met my uncle and aunt. They're really as not bad as I thought they would be...

I just was hit by the realization that during these next four months, I'm not going to be able to download all the anime episodes that I love. :( And I can't use mIRC for anime either! :(

I'm so drained... I really should go to sleep... I did sleep the entire flight to Chicago and about half of the flight from Chicago to Portland. It was good...

The first thing I did when I came home? Scour my desk and all the papers there for my Kimeru postcard. It's been bothering me for so very long that I might have misplaced it. I remember thinking I should keep it in a safe place because it's very dear to me (a postcard from Kimeru with his response to a question that I asked -- that's very cool) and I did remember putting it away on/in/somewhere near my desk but I couldn't find it for the longest time. I then searched through the entire house and still couldn't find it. I was very sad and disappointed that I could have done such a stupid thing.... But then I went though my desk drawers again and I finally found it. *huge sigh of relief* This thing is never going to leave me.

Now I'm gonna try to write Masha a letter or if my sister kicks me off, go to sleep. I can hear the bus so they're probably home. If I can't get to it right now, then I'll it tonight. I'll probably be more alert tomorrow too.