Walking further down the path...

I bought espresso today.

And I've discovered cheap Chinese restaurants that will deliver to Water Street.

Tonight, I envision no sleep. Tomorrow looks to be the same. Friday...we'll see.

I shall have to kill myself after this. That or decide that I really do want to go to grad. school because I can't imagine medical school after this... I mean, it has to be better, right? *sigh*

Two essays, Japanese homework, katakana quiz tomorrow, three lectures to get through plus notes and slides. Fun stuff that is...

Tagalog...

How the hell do you say "tagalog" in Japanese? I keep on hearing "auragago" but I'm sure that's not it... And how do you write it in katakana? It's not in my book and online dictionaries come up with "firipingo" which is what the person in the listening activity said that people from the Philippines do not speak. And what he said didn't sound like the word for English so it has to be Tagalog, right? I have no idea any more... Why would they use this word if we don't know it?

*sigh* Okay, Japanese is pretty much done. Katakana studying...probably not going to do it. Maybe. I don't know. I should. My katakana sucks and I can recognize the characters a lot easier than I can write them. And I just know it'll be an oral. It would absolutely have to. And us writing words in katakana when they give us the English.

*sigh* So much to do. I think I'm going into seclusion for the next day or so. Until Friday, 4:00 PM, at the latest. I can't keep on spending time online like this... Must study!

edit x1: My roommates want to hold a "talk" tonight. Goddamnit. Now they've got me all worried about what they want to "talk" about and I know I'm just going to be all broken up inside because even the smallest reproaches make me want to go and hide and possibly cut off my head so I could just end the embarrassment. And couldn't they be more sympathetic? I have MolcCell this Friday; they could at least wait until Saturday where I've had enough sleep and am alert enough to make sensible decisions...And after the exam so I don't have to take time away from all I have to do tonight. Damn it, it's always the Thursdays when they all pile up. Shit, I forgot the CW reaction paper to Luke! Damn it. Going to do that now... *sigh*