Done!

It's 2 AM but I'm done with my first draft! I don't really understand it all myself, which is really sad. Well, I understand it, but it's not exactly the easiest paper to get through if you're just reading it. It's so incredibly scientific that even I don't really want to reread it... Ugh. I'll do it tomorrow during lunch.

Man, that was a marathon... I now know way too much about telomerase based therapy for cancer. Ugh. And to do it in three pages -- I ended up needing more room (had to smush several sentences) at the end because cites were included and they ended up taking up a good chunk of the last page.

And I ended up chucking my outline -- well, most of it. I kept possible side effects, telomerase structure, the introduction and smushed everything else into different categories. Instead of going through the different types of cancer treatments dealing with telomerase, I just did two general groups of targets -- the enzyme and the substrate. I didn't really state an opinion about which is better, but I don't know if I'm supposed to...

Oh well. I finished my kanji homework, I did this... I didn't quite get to my lab (lunch tomorrow too) or Orgo but I need sleep now so I'm turning in. *sigh* This is only the start of many days without sleep, isn't it? :(

Oh forgive my bad writing here. It's 2 AM, my head is still floating somewhere around BIBR1532 and Doxorubicin and I can't think any more... I tend to revert when it's times like this and I'm sure my grammar is absolutely atrocious here...

Drained...

God, I hate feeling drained. And I hate feeling drained after the caffeine from my coffee has worn off and all I'm left feeling is breathless. And tired. *yawns* I need to collapse, that's what I should do. I wish I didn't have lab... But I do. Today will be...lots of tests... Derivatives, recrystallization, iodoform, all the other good stuff... Yay. And melting point. I just want it end. But I know I won't be getting out until at least 5:30 and then I'll be back at 6 PM and I'll be too tired to even care about anything at all...

Maybe I should nap a bit? Until eight-ish maybe? Possibly nine? That'll be so nice... And then I can study for my midterm all I can until I go to sleep again. I do need the sleep... I have my draft done for MolecCell, I've read half of the reading assignment for sounds for this week... I can do some more reading, possibly go and listen to the those damned radio clips my professor has put up for us to listen to... God, I really don't wanna do it but he's making it a part of the journal entry which is just evil. Bastard. And for our next essay, we have to go live performances. As in physically be there. *dies* Like I do that sort of stuff. Like I even have time to even think about doing that sort of stuff. I'm so screwed for this next assignment... *sigh*

Okay, I get back, I nap, I wake up, I eat, study a bit, and then Amazing Race! After last's week's cliffhanger, I'm on the edge of my seat to find out what happens next. I can't wait until 10 tonight! ^^

And then after that, study for a few more hours. Joy joy joy.

edit x1: I feel like I'm melting... I'm a pile of goo because I have no energy to keep myself up. God, some times I really am stupid... Gotta go to lab soon, I just want it over now... *sigh*