How much do I hate Kanji? *throws her arms wide* This much!

Kanji is evil. There's just nothing to be said about it aside from the fact that it's evil.

I'm just glad that I don't have MolecCell recitation tomorrow so I won't have to wake up at six something because I'm going to be up until 3 AM at least. So many kanji....And they're so alike too! :\ Me no like.

I still have five pages to go over... At least some of them are easy... Like the word for "clock" and "history" but the others like "number" or "economy"... *dies* There are just so many strokes...

In other news, I thought that putting up some direct links to the Winter Hyoutei myu would be a good way to waste the last of my SL bandwidth for this month (and for all months because I'm not renewing -- as I thought, 25 GB is just a bit too much for me...). And while I did say "rape," I didn't quite realize what I was getting into. Man, Tenimyu fans are fast, aren't they? They've already dwindled down the 20 GB that I had to 10 GB... o.O

Right now I can't even get into my account... I think it's because everyone is crowding my account so much that I can't squeeze in... :( At some point, I have to put a stop to this so hopefully I'll be let in at some point... Well, I think that Streamload would stop any more downloads if I run out of bandwidth so at least there's that...

Okay, I'm going to go back to my kanji! Hopefully weird words won't trip me over...

edit x1: And now they're all gone. But SL still won't let me into my files! :( I have to take them down, but it doesn't really matter since the links lead to a page saying all my bandwidth is gone...

Now I have to work on exhausting my master SL account's MB now that nemeru is dead. I don't know -- I think I might end up either keeping nemeru for another month or just keeping my master SL account and pushing that up to nemeru's level, even though 25 GB is really too much for me... I want to be able to use SL to download everything I want but I don't want GBs (and I used to talk about wasting bytes in terms of MB once upon a time too...) to go to waste either... I really feel like there should be a plan in between 2 GB and 25 GB -- it's such a huge jump... I still adore Streamload so I can't imagine giving it up... As long as I've been into anime, I've been using Streamload. I was a free user for like two weeks before I said screw it and got an account...

I do blame it all on HnG and the HnG Yaoi Forum for all this though. They were the reason why I got into SL in the first place -- I need manga, songs, anime.... They provided such an easy and convenient way of getting things, especially since I was on dial-up and was able to resume downloads since I can't exactly be on 24 hours a day and holding up the phone line... *sigh* I don't want to give up on Streamload just yet -- it holds so many memories for me... It's 2006 and I've been a Streamload user for the last three years. I've been into anime for three years. Wow, it's almost amazing to me. It's been such a short period of time and yet I've changed so much due to anime. I'm not sure it's a good thing yet and most likely it's screwed up my life so badly that it's not even funny any more, but right now I'm okay with it and I actually feel like I'm living.

Okay, enough of this weird talk -- it's starting to freak me out to think of where I'm going with this too... I have to get to sleep because even though I don't have recitation, I still have class at 9:30 AM. So I'm off to sleep. :)

edit x1: Well, I'm awake and it's 8:30 AM and it still won't let me on.... :(

I'll try again at school during lunch -- hopefully that will give me better results.... Hopefully. I don't know... We'll see how everything goes. As it is, I don't think I'll have time to deal with all this until I get back from classes today around 4 PM...

OVERLAP

I'm analyzing Kimeru's OVERLAP PV for Sounds. Let's so how many times I can watch before I go completely cuckoo. Mind you, I love OVERLAP. It's possibly my favorite Kimeru of all time (though I can't really count all the others out there that I haven't seen yet like Answer will come and the others). But trying to analyze it visually and audibly is just a little...hard. I have no idea how Carol Vernallis got everything she got from Madonna's Cherish and I'm pretty sure I'm not going to get anything at all from OVERLAP. At some point I think, my mind must rebel and start making up stuff to go with what I'm seeing. I'll try it. Except I really don't know what to say... :\

Gah, I just want finish this... I have no idea what made me want to do this tonight when it's not due until Thursday... *makes a face* I half feel as though I shouldn't do this PV and do Sakura Sake... Maybe I should actually... I can afford to hate Sakura Sake (though it really is a favorite Arashi song for me) but this Kimeru. I don't ever want to hate any part of Kimeru! Besides, there's just more content in Kimeru's OVERLAP than there is in Sakura Sake (what is in Sakura Sake besides cute guys???). I'll continue on I guess....

edit x1: And now I'm done. After watching OVERLAP so many times, I just want to listen to OVERLAP. Isn't that weird? Oh well... I'm tired now. It was like a marathon and I ran out of stuff to say before the second bridge... Gah... All I could say was "lights" and "more lights" and "many Kimerus." But not bad for almost four pages. ^^