Arashi is my narcotic of choice

Excuse me as I overdose on Arashi PVs to stimulate a nice artificial high so I can I forget that my life sucks and that I might be better off dead. Nothing every goes right. Ever. So why should I even bother any more?

And I thought today couldn't have been worse than yesterday. Oh, how wrong a person can be...

edit x1: I think Hirai Ken's Okina Furudokei is my new favorite song. It's sad and sweet at the same time and it just makes me want to bawl.