Again, I'm freaking

It's almost 1 AM, I'm not asleep and I'm going to guess that if I go to sleep, I will probably not be able to sleep since I'm full of insomnia. The last couple of days seems like one thing after another and I just have these late nights where I try to get everything done and end up feeling like I did nothing. :\

Anyway, I listened to the David Hewlett interview today. I had read the interview transcript before and I finally made it to www.savecarsonbeckett.com and reading all the stuff they put on it... I'm freaked out. I like Carson Beckett! And the way it sounds is that he really is going to leave or change or something because for some reason people aren't talking, aren't denying or confirming and the stuff that has been said, all rumors of course but despite that, it's just very scary... I don't want him to leave... :( I hope it really is just a weird rumor but I feel as though something will happen and that's going to suck but hopefully it's not going to be a death... I just want to see it now....

Okay, I'm exhausted. I must sleep... :\ Hopefully I'll be able to...

Doh!

Accompaniment! That was the word I had been looking for! For some reason, I just couldn't come up with it last night as I was writing... I ended up with "companion" which as soon as I wrote it, felt completely inadequate. Accompaniment would have been absolutely perfect. Now I wish I had thought of it. It was just on the tip of my tongue but I just couldn't figure it for some reason... :\