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So drained...
Apr. 5th, 2007 02:37 pmSo I wavered between whether or not to do my Physics lab last night... I really didn't want to do it seeing as 1) I don't understand it, 2) I still don't understand it, 3) it's a really long and hard lab to write up and, 3) I'm allowed to drop two lab grades. We're coming up on the end of a year so it's not like I have that many more labs that I could drop...
Anyway, I was really tired last night so I ended up taking a nap from about 7:30 to about 10 PMish... And then I woke up and didn't want to do the lab. But I still wanted to do something so I spent a couple hours last night trying to do something it in between not doing anything at all and just playing around on my computer. I ended up deciding that I would write up the theory and procedures since those are usually the longest parts of the lab. But then I decided to do the data as well and that took me until around 4 AM... So now I'm dead and tired and just wanna go to bed... But I can't. Gah. I have lab in 2.5 hours so I figure I can just go to Kimmel and catch a cat nap or something... Tired...and thirsty... :(
Anyway, when I woke up today, I took a shower and afterwards, my roommate Jenn asked me to turn off the light when I stay up late at night (which is like every night). I don't understand why she didn't say something before if it bothered her... I mean she's the one who told me that she can sleep with the light on and the one that said that I could keep the light on when she's sleeping after she saw me turning it off in the beginning days of living together. I mean I was just following her cue. I would have been totally okay with it had she just not said anything in the first place back then and I would have kept turning off the freaking light so that it wouldn't bother her.
And this probably makes me hate her just a bit more. I hate people who go back on what they say, especially since I had been considerate in the first place when she told me it wasn't needed. And now she says it is? People who don't know what they want displease me. If you don't know yourself best, who does? That is why I think people need to spend time thinking about themselves, their motivations -- what causes them joy or pain, why do they do the things they do and just try to understand themselves.
Man, I had planned to finish my in this time in between Japanese and lab but I've already finished. I spend the last two hours and a half on it and I still have extra time... I never really realized how much free time there is in this time in between 12:15 and 5 PM...
Okay, I'm really thirsty so I think I'm going to buy myself a soda or something and then do my Japanese homework... I still have lots of time before lab so I might as well do something constructive with it and not waste it away in this computer lab doing nothing...
Anyway, I was really tired last night so I ended up taking a nap from about 7:30 to about 10 PMish... And then I woke up and didn't want to do the lab. But I still wanted to do something so I spent a couple hours last night trying to do something it in between not doing anything at all and just playing around on my computer. I ended up deciding that I would write up the theory and procedures since those are usually the longest parts of the lab. But then I decided to do the data as well and that took me until around 4 AM... So now I'm dead and tired and just wanna go to bed... But I can't. Gah. I have lab in 2.5 hours so I figure I can just go to Kimmel and catch a cat nap or something... Tired...and thirsty... :(
Anyway, when I woke up today, I took a shower and afterwards, my roommate Jenn asked me to turn off the light when I stay up late at night (which is like every night). I don't understand why she didn't say something before if it bothered her... I mean she's the one who told me that she can sleep with the light on and the one that said that I could keep the light on when she's sleeping after she saw me turning it off in the beginning days of living together. I mean I was just following her cue. I would have been totally okay with it had she just not said anything in the first place back then and I would have kept turning off the freaking light so that it wouldn't bother her.
And this probably makes me hate her just a bit more. I hate people who go back on what they say, especially since I had been considerate in the first place when she told me it wasn't needed. And now she says it is? People who don't know what they want displease me. If you don't know yourself best, who does? That is why I think people need to spend time thinking about themselves, their motivations -- what causes them joy or pain, why do they do the things they do and just try to understand themselves.
Man, I had planned to finish my in this time in between Japanese and lab but I've already finished. I spend the last two hours and a half on it and I still have extra time... I never really realized how much free time there is in this time in between 12:15 and 5 PM...
Okay, I'm really thirsty so I think I'm going to buy myself a soda or something and then do my Japanese homework... I still have lots of time before lab so I might as well do something constructive with it and not waste it away in this computer lab doing nothing...
