Tired...don't wanna study...hafta study...

I'm so tired. I hate this constant tiredness -- it's really starting to get to me. I wake up after about eight or nine hours of sleep feeling somewhat refreshed and then in a few hours, usually after I eat something, I'm all tired and dead. I feel so useless right now. I'm very tempted to go hit Starbucks, get me something really strong to wake me up but I know that if I do that too early, it'll end up sending me crashing from the caffeine high early as well and seeing as I have a study group meeting in an hour, I can't afford that right now...

I wonder if it really is eating too much after not eating at all? I've taken to eating very unevenly spaced meals since it just fits my schedule better. It's probably not the best thing for my body since I usually go from about 9 PM where I eat something for "dinner" to about 2 or 3 PM for "lunch" without a breakfast in between. (I normally get a large coffee in the morning though -- and that has sugar in it...) Actually, typing it down right now makes it sound much worse that it seems like to me normally... :\

Ugh, I still have to study... I've gone through chapter five to the point where I'm sick of it and I'm halfway through six. The rest of six and seven are tonight! Only three more days, I can do this. I can. Maybe. Ugh...