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sherryillk) wrote2007-05-09 02:44 pm
sherryillk) wrote2007-05-09 02:44 pm
Feeling just a bit dizzy...
I don't know if I'm just really stressed or if I'm dehydrated because I'm really thirsty right now but I'm not a happy camper. I've got to say, last night's little panic attack lasted a lot longer than most of my previous ones. I just couldn't seem to stop thinking about everything that was happening, about things going wrong or just worrying about how they'll turn out... I couldn't get to sleep for a long time because of my very overactive mind. And that was a bit annoying.
And once I feel asleep, I think I must have woken up every hour because it wasn't a restful sleep at all... I couldn't believe it when my body woke me up at 6 AM because that was only three hours after I had actually gone to sleep. And then I woke up around 7 AM. And around 7:30 AM and then 8 AM and it was just unbelievable. I didn't plan on getting up until about 9 AM since I was pretty sure the College Boxes people wouldn't get here that early...
Still, I was a bit paranoid so I ended up not staying in bed longer as I had wanted and finished packing. Once again, I'm worried about things being over weight... My small suitcase is very questionable -- ironic in the larger one is the lighter one. Still, I'm worried that one or both of them are overweight and I might have to pay an extra fee to get them on the freaking plane... :(
And to top this day off? I was planning on doing karaoke today with my Japanese classmates but the College Boxes people haven't shown up. Still. It's already past 2:30 so they're late and I've missed the window to go with them. I'm pretty pissed off but seeing as I was a bit apprehensive about going in the first place, I'm not too broken up by it. I just wish I wasn't wasting all this time.
I'm sooo thirsty. I ordered food and usually when I spend over $10 at La Posada, they toss in a soda or something. Nothing. And they forgot the salsa too! I'm not happy, not happy at all... And I'm dying of thirst. I wish I could just go down, walk over to Associated and maybe get something to drink for the rest of the day but the freaking College Boxes people haven't come yet so I'm stuck here waiting because I'm afraid of leaving and missing them while I'm three streets down and an avenue over.
Ugh, this really just sucks... I'm at the point where I just want to be at home already. My backpack is heavy, my laptop is heavy, my other bag I'm taking on as a carryon is freaking heavy and my poor Bear-chan is squished in it. With my luck, my plane is probably going to crash. And now I've said and it's probably going to happen now.
I keep going from worried to pissed to sad to freaked out... I don't do these intense emotions! They make me upset and sad and I hate, hate, hate them! *sigh* If the College Boxes people would just come already, I can go buy some water and then maybe I can freaking relax for the rest of the day.
And once I feel asleep, I think I must have woken up every hour because it wasn't a restful sleep at all... I couldn't believe it when my body woke me up at 6 AM because that was only three hours after I had actually gone to sleep. And then I woke up around 7 AM. And around 7:30 AM and then 8 AM and it was just unbelievable. I didn't plan on getting up until about 9 AM since I was pretty sure the College Boxes people wouldn't get here that early...
Still, I was a bit paranoid so I ended up not staying in bed longer as I had wanted and finished packing. Once again, I'm worried about things being over weight... My small suitcase is very questionable -- ironic in the larger one is the lighter one. Still, I'm worried that one or both of them are overweight and I might have to pay an extra fee to get them on the freaking plane... :(
And to top this day off? I was planning on doing karaoke today with my Japanese classmates but the College Boxes people haven't shown up. Still. It's already past 2:30 so they're late and I've missed the window to go with them. I'm pretty pissed off but seeing as I was a bit apprehensive about going in the first place, I'm not too broken up by it. I just wish I wasn't wasting all this time.
I'm sooo thirsty. I ordered food and usually when I spend over $10 at La Posada, they toss in a soda or something. Nothing. And they forgot the salsa too! I'm not happy, not happy at all... And I'm dying of thirst. I wish I could just go down, walk over to Associated and maybe get something to drink for the rest of the day but the freaking College Boxes people haven't come yet so I'm stuck here waiting because I'm afraid of leaving and missing them while I'm three streets down and an avenue over.
Ugh, this really just sucks... I'm at the point where I just want to be at home already. My backpack is heavy, my laptop is heavy, my other bag I'm taking on as a carryon is freaking heavy and my poor Bear-chan is squished in it. With my luck, my plane is probably going to crash. And now I've said and it's probably going to happen now.
I keep going from worried to pissed to sad to freaked out... I don't do these intense emotions! They make me upset and sad and I hate, hate, hate them! *sigh* If the College Boxes people would just come already, I can go buy some water and then maybe I can freaking relax for the rest of the day.