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Aug. 1st, 2012 01:47 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sherryillkHad a small breakdown today, the first in a long time. I'm a rather emotional person and it doesn't usually take much to unhinge me so the fact that I've been somewhat even keel (outside of what might possibly be minor anxiety attacks) for a while is a bit refreshing.
Anyway, I was trying to set up remote viewing for a security system and I just couldn't figure it. I still can't figure it out. It involves forwarding ports and no matter what I tried to do, they just would not forward. It was extremely frustrating. I went more than a little crazy. Part of the reason probably had to do with the three hours of sleep I got last night since I spent a good part of what should have been my sleeping time watching the Olympics (specifically the synchronized diving and gymnastic events). I had planned on a very long nap in the middle of the day to make up for it but I got stuck trying to figure out the remote viewing thing which took HOURS and HOURS (and in the end, I still couldn't figure it out) so I lost the time I meant to catch up on sleep. And there was the fact that I hadn't eaten anything that whole day and the whole ordeal with the remote viewing got me so stressed that I couldn't even think about eating or wanting to eat...
So I was weak with hunger, crabby from the lack of sleep, frustrated beyond measure from the task, and I was sporting a massive tension headache which was probably from both the lack of sleep and the hunger. I was not a happy person today. Needless to say, I was a massive wreck. If I didn't know better, I would say I was PMS'ing (which is pretty horrific for me generally), except that's shouldn't hit for another week or so. And now that I think about it, I generally have my bouts of emotional upheavals due to PMS so for it not to be the cause of one is a little weird.
Anyway, after about six hours of that, I gave up. I went and bought myself pizza and proceeded to try and raise my happiness levels with lots of fatty food. And then I passed out. But then I woke up only an hour later. I feel somewhat better, but I still feel like crap because of the sleep thing so I'm going to try and pass out for a good amount of time. As much as I considering I have work tomorrow.
And even though I know better, I still want to wake up for the men's 3m diving final tomorrow. And the men's all around in gymnastics. I could catch it on primetime on NBC but that wouldn't be live and I wouldn't be able to see everything and everyone competing... Japan also has a soccer match against Honduras and I've watched the two other matches so I kinda feel like I should watch that one as well... :\ I guess we'll see. I'll set my alarm and if I can't bring myself to wake up, I guess I have my answer. Okay, I'm off to bed. This is the earliest I've slept in a good long while but I definitely need to be not awake as soon as possible.
Anyway, I was trying to set up remote viewing for a security system and I just couldn't figure it. I still can't figure it out. It involves forwarding ports and no matter what I tried to do, they just would not forward. It was extremely frustrating. I went more than a little crazy. Part of the reason probably had to do with the three hours of sleep I got last night since I spent a good part of what should have been my sleeping time watching the Olympics (specifically the synchronized diving and gymnastic events). I had planned on a very long nap in the middle of the day to make up for it but I got stuck trying to figure out the remote viewing thing which took HOURS and HOURS (and in the end, I still couldn't figure it out) so I lost the time I meant to catch up on sleep. And there was the fact that I hadn't eaten anything that whole day and the whole ordeal with the remote viewing got me so stressed that I couldn't even think about eating or wanting to eat...
So I was weak with hunger, crabby from the lack of sleep, frustrated beyond measure from the task, and I was sporting a massive tension headache which was probably from both the lack of sleep and the hunger. I was not a happy person today. Needless to say, I was a massive wreck. If I didn't know better, I would say I was PMS'ing (which is pretty horrific for me generally), except that's shouldn't hit for another week or so. And now that I think about it, I generally have my bouts of emotional upheavals due to PMS so for it not to be the cause of one is a little weird.
Anyway, after about six hours of that, I gave up. I went and bought myself pizza and proceeded to try and raise my happiness levels with lots of fatty food. And then I passed out. But then I woke up only an hour later. I feel somewhat better, but I still feel like crap because of the sleep thing so I'm going to try and pass out for a good amount of time. As much as I considering I have work tomorrow.
And even though I know better, I still want to wake up for the men's 3m diving final tomorrow. And the men's all around in gymnastics. I could catch it on primetime on NBC but that wouldn't be live and I wouldn't be able to see everything and everyone competing... Japan also has a soccer match against Honduras and I've watched the two other matches so I kinda feel like I should watch that one as well... :\ I guess we'll see. I'll set my alarm and if I can't bring myself to wake up, I guess I have my answer. Okay, I'm off to bed. This is the earliest I've slept in a good long while but I definitely need to be not awake as soon as possible.
