*hugs* I understand. It's been a while since I had a real anxiety attack, but I remember how they hit and what it was like. :/ You just can't help it. In the end, I think it's better to just have the breakdown and get through it, it feels better afterward. I hope you were able to figure out the set-up. :O

I missed all the Olympics so far ~.~;; I hope I can catch some this weekend when I'm home. :D