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Oct. 5th, 2012 03:27 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sherryillkSo a post about tonight's episode of Glee...
If you've seen it, then you already know what happened and probably what distressed me the most about tonight's episode. I mean, god, it was all so senseless, wasn't it?
All of a sudden, Blaine turned from my favorite character and forever became a character that I don't understand. I mean, he's not the character I fell in love with. I know he hasn't been that Blaine for a while, but I can't let go of those feelings his character made me feel in season 2. He went through radical changes in season 3 and I tried to deal with it, but all that happened was that I liked Blaine less.
And now with this season... God, when did Blaine get so needy? Or whiny? Or weak? Who is this Blaine that's on Glee now? Ugh. And now he's a cheater on top of it all? And it wasn't even a meaningful cheat! It was just a random guy (I mean, seriously, Eli C.?! Who the fuck is that?! It wasn't even Sebastian! I could have understand that! But Eli C.?! UGH!), just a meaningless hook-up. Wow, was that really all Kurt's love meant to him? Because to be able to betray a person who you profess to be the love of your life that way is just really low.
I'm just at the point where I'm so done with Blaine. Before, I always felt like it was Blaine whom I was the bigger fan of. And that I liked Darren Criss as a byproduct of that and the fact that I was amazed that college students could do something like AVPM on their own. But now, I don't think I like Blaine all that much any more. The Blaine I loved isn't this guy who would do something like this to a person he loves.
As for the end of Blaine and Kurt's relationship, I have really no idea if they broke up or not either. But at this point, I don't think they should be together. Obviously, Blaine is too young and immature to sustain a long distance relationship. Kurt was only gone for like a month and already he was so lonely and horny that he hooked up with someone.
I know other "Klaine" fans are trying to spin it was not full on sex, but to me, that's what a hookup means. He was "with someone" and he "hooked up." I'll say that was he had sex with someone rather than a rather vigorous make out session. And I don't think Kurt should forgive him because once a cheater, always a cheater. Obviously, their relationship isn't strong enough if Blaine could do something like this so quickly. I really feel like this is the end, more so than any other couple. Brittany and Santana might as well be taking a break. Will and Emma didn't even break up, they just had a fight. And really, who actually believes Rachel and Finn aren't going to get back together at some point? Ugh. But Kurt and Blaine...the way this break up was done, it really feels like they're over and done with and there's no coming back now.
And that's just so senseless. I mean, we had nothing to tell us this was going to happen. Sure, I had read spoilers about how they break up and how Blaine cheated on Kurt and that's why they break up, but in the show, it was completely out of the blue! I never even thought Blaine would be capable of cheating on Kurt because had he been, he would have done it with Sebastian, a person he was definitely interested and attracted to. But I believe him when he said Sebastian meant nothing to him and that's why he wouldn't cheat on Kurt. And I thought he knew he had something special with Kurt, and that's why Kurt's texts to Chandler hurt so much because it felt like Kurt was having something special with another guy. But apparently Blaine is a complete and total hypocrite. And I hate hypocrites!!
I don't even know why RIB is fucking with us like this. Because I think eventually, Kurt and Blaine can move past this, rebuild their trust and get back together, but I sure as hell don't think it'll happen this season, and with the way ratings are falling, I'm not sure there will be another season for them to get back together in! So this feels very clearly like the death of their relationship. There is no hope. What am I supposed to do now? I can't read fanfics without being pissed. Or feeling hollow.
And what sucks the most was that we never got any sort of resolution. Not even a resolution, but just an idea of where things stand. Kurt was waiting up for Blaine to talk and then Blaine is back in Ohio saying Kurt didn't want to talk? I wanted to see that talk! And their relationship wasn't mentioned at all for the rest of the episode.
Oh fuck this shit. Glee sucks ASS. FUCK YOU, GLEE.
And the horrible part of it all was that okay, I reconciled myself with them breaking up before the episode. I knew it and I was okay with it. I just wasn't expecting it to end this way. And I was desperately hoping that "cheating" in Blaine terms wasn't the same as in mine. I was seriously hoping for some ambiguity, a way to make it something less than full on sex, but the way Blaine talked about that blew that theory out of the water. And I was pissed off at that. Pissed off I can handle. Disappointed, okay. It's still okay. I heard there would be tons of tears from this episode, but until the end, I didn't shed a single tear. Instead, I was just way too upset and pissed off to cry.
And then they did The Scientist.
I hate Coldplay. I really hate Coldplay. Until this year, there wasn't even a song of theirs that I even liked (Paradise). So I wasn't even all that familiar with The Scientist, even though I do remember hearing it on the radio when it first came out. But that was about it. And I heard it on Sunday when they released it. I was just really surprised that it didn't suck. But my one listen didn't prepare me for it being performed on Glee... It was sad, but it wasn't too sad, but then they did the flashbacks to footage from the past seasons and Kurt and Blaine's flashback was back to when Blaine was leading Kurt through the Dalton hallways and that's when it all came rushing in.
I let out a wail because I was completely unprepared for it and it was just so horrible. Here they are, using one of the brightest moments of their relationship in such a way. I wasn't even done mourning their relationship! It was too soon! And it was horribly manipulative. I'm fighting back tears just listening to the song, thinking back on how I felt tonight so I can write this now. And sucks so much! When Lea Michele sings "I'm going back to the start," the scene starts, and it brought me back to how I felt when I first watched that scene. How much promise their relationship had. How much hope and brightness and how wonderful it was to fall back in love with Glee. I felt like I was falling in love with Blaine Anderson alongside Kurt and all those feelings came rushing back. And this is how it ends?! I was crying and I couldn't stop, and it felt physically painful. I was so heartbroken.
I just feel like an injustice was dealt to this couple. And it was for nothing! They could have broken them up in some other way and yet they chose this way. And they throw the fans' feelings back in their faces with a reminder of how much we loved that couple?!
I mean, seriously, FUCK YOU GLEE. I went into this episode feeling like a break up would be good for Kurt and Blaine and that their relationship would be stronger for it. And now? A break up would be good for Kurt and Blaine but they shouldn't get back together. Their relationship is weak. Apparently, it has always been weak and I just didn't know. Well, sorry I was so blind before. But I'm not. I'm done caring about them.
And when it comes to Glee? God, I was getting out of Glee when Blaine was introduced. He was the reason I got back into the show. Their relationship was the reason why I got back into Glee. And I still don't really care about any of the other characters. And Blaine sucks so what is tying me to this show? The fact that Darren is on it? How long can that last? Tough it out until the show gets canceled after this season? I really don't know. I just feel so empty and hollow. I need a new show, a new character to obsess about because I don't think Glee will be able to capture my passion any more.
Regarding the other couples, Will and Emma seem to be fine for now. Rachel is finally taking her life in her own hands and taking some initiative so good for her. And Brittany and Santana, wow, I didn't think I would care but their break up was actually sad. Other than that, I don't really care.
And now Glee goes on hiatus for a month. Yay.
And just in case I didn't say it enough, FUCK YOU, GLEE.
If you've seen it, then you already know what happened and probably what distressed me the most about tonight's episode. I mean, god, it was all so senseless, wasn't it?
All of a sudden, Blaine turned from my favorite character and forever became a character that I don't understand. I mean, he's not the character I fell in love with. I know he hasn't been that Blaine for a while, but I can't let go of those feelings his character made me feel in season 2. He went through radical changes in season 3 and I tried to deal with it, but all that happened was that I liked Blaine less.
And now with this season... God, when did Blaine get so needy? Or whiny? Or weak? Who is this Blaine that's on Glee now? Ugh. And now he's a cheater on top of it all? And it wasn't even a meaningful cheat! It was just a random guy (I mean, seriously, Eli C.?! Who the fuck is that?! It wasn't even Sebastian! I could have understand that! But Eli C.?! UGH!), just a meaningless hook-up. Wow, was that really all Kurt's love meant to him? Because to be able to betray a person who you profess to be the love of your life that way is just really low.
I'm just at the point where I'm so done with Blaine. Before, I always felt like it was Blaine whom I was the bigger fan of. And that I liked Darren Criss as a byproduct of that and the fact that I was amazed that college students could do something like AVPM on their own. But now, I don't think I like Blaine all that much any more. The Blaine I loved isn't this guy who would do something like this to a person he loves.
As for the end of Blaine and Kurt's relationship, I have really no idea if they broke up or not either. But at this point, I don't think they should be together. Obviously, Blaine is too young and immature to sustain a long distance relationship. Kurt was only gone for like a month and already he was so lonely and horny that he hooked up with someone.
I know other "Klaine" fans are trying to spin it was not full on sex, but to me, that's what a hookup means. He was "with someone" and he "hooked up." I'll say that was he had sex with someone rather than a rather vigorous make out session. And I don't think Kurt should forgive him because once a cheater, always a cheater. Obviously, their relationship isn't strong enough if Blaine could do something like this so quickly. I really feel like this is the end, more so than any other couple. Brittany and Santana might as well be taking a break. Will and Emma didn't even break up, they just had a fight. And really, who actually believes Rachel and Finn aren't going to get back together at some point? Ugh. But Kurt and Blaine...the way this break up was done, it really feels like they're over and done with and there's no coming back now.
And that's just so senseless. I mean, we had nothing to tell us this was going to happen. Sure, I had read spoilers about how they break up and how Blaine cheated on Kurt and that's why they break up, but in the show, it was completely out of the blue! I never even thought Blaine would be capable of cheating on Kurt because had he been, he would have done it with Sebastian, a person he was definitely interested and attracted to. But I believe him when he said Sebastian meant nothing to him and that's why he wouldn't cheat on Kurt. And I thought he knew he had something special with Kurt, and that's why Kurt's texts to Chandler hurt so much because it felt like Kurt was having something special with another guy. But apparently Blaine is a complete and total hypocrite. And I hate hypocrites!!
I don't even know why RIB is fucking with us like this. Because I think eventually, Kurt and Blaine can move past this, rebuild their trust and get back together, but I sure as hell don't think it'll happen this season, and with the way ratings are falling, I'm not sure there will be another season for them to get back together in! So this feels very clearly like the death of their relationship. There is no hope. What am I supposed to do now? I can't read fanfics without being pissed. Or feeling hollow.
And what sucks the most was that we never got any sort of resolution. Not even a resolution, but just an idea of where things stand. Kurt was waiting up for Blaine to talk and then Blaine is back in Ohio saying Kurt didn't want to talk? I wanted to see that talk! And their relationship wasn't mentioned at all for the rest of the episode.
Oh fuck this shit. Glee sucks ASS. FUCK YOU, GLEE.
And the horrible part of it all was that okay, I reconciled myself with them breaking up before the episode. I knew it and I was okay with it. I just wasn't expecting it to end this way. And I was desperately hoping that "cheating" in Blaine terms wasn't the same as in mine. I was seriously hoping for some ambiguity, a way to make it something less than full on sex, but the way Blaine talked about that blew that theory out of the water. And I was pissed off at that. Pissed off I can handle. Disappointed, okay. It's still okay. I heard there would be tons of tears from this episode, but until the end, I didn't shed a single tear. Instead, I was just way too upset and pissed off to cry.
And then they did The Scientist.
I hate Coldplay. I really hate Coldplay. Until this year, there wasn't even a song of theirs that I even liked (Paradise). So I wasn't even all that familiar with The Scientist, even though I do remember hearing it on the radio when it first came out. But that was about it. And I heard it on Sunday when they released it. I was just really surprised that it didn't suck. But my one listen didn't prepare me for it being performed on Glee... It was sad, but it wasn't too sad, but then they did the flashbacks to footage from the past seasons and Kurt and Blaine's flashback was back to when Blaine was leading Kurt through the Dalton hallways and that's when it all came rushing in.
I let out a wail because I was completely unprepared for it and it was just so horrible. Here they are, using one of the brightest moments of their relationship in such a way. I wasn't even done mourning their relationship! It was too soon! And it was horribly manipulative. I'm fighting back tears just listening to the song, thinking back on how I felt tonight so I can write this now. And sucks so much! When Lea Michele sings "I'm going back to the start," the scene starts, and it brought me back to how I felt when I first watched that scene. How much promise their relationship had. How much hope and brightness and how wonderful it was to fall back in love with Glee. I felt like I was falling in love with Blaine Anderson alongside Kurt and all those feelings came rushing back. And this is how it ends?! I was crying and I couldn't stop, and it felt physically painful. I was so heartbroken.
I just feel like an injustice was dealt to this couple. And it was for nothing! They could have broken them up in some other way and yet they chose this way. And they throw the fans' feelings back in their faces with a reminder of how much we loved that couple?!
I mean, seriously, FUCK YOU GLEE. I went into this episode feeling like a break up would be good for Kurt and Blaine and that their relationship would be stronger for it. And now? A break up would be good for Kurt and Blaine but they shouldn't get back together. Their relationship is weak. Apparently, it has always been weak and I just didn't know. Well, sorry I was so blind before. But I'm not. I'm done caring about them.
And when it comes to Glee? God, I was getting out of Glee when Blaine was introduced. He was the reason I got back into the show. Their relationship was the reason why I got back into Glee. And I still don't really care about any of the other characters. And Blaine sucks so what is tying me to this show? The fact that Darren is on it? How long can that last? Tough it out until the show gets canceled after this season? I really don't know. I just feel so empty and hollow. I need a new show, a new character to obsess about because I don't think Glee will be able to capture my passion any more.
Regarding the other couples, Will and Emma seem to be fine for now. Rachel is finally taking her life in her own hands and taking some initiative so good for her. And Brittany and Santana, wow, I didn't think I would care but their break up was actually sad. Other than that, I don't really care.
And now Glee goes on hiatus for a month. Yay.
And just in case I didn't say it enough, FUCK YOU, GLEE.
