WTF?!

I wake up expecting to find out if we have a new president or if we're stuck with an old one and it hasn't been decided yet? Three freaking states are still counting?! Neither has enough votes to win, 12 votes to be decided, stupid Ohio who's "too close to call" and New Mexico as one of the places who still are counting... Grrr!

I don't like suspense!

NO!!!!

Oregon has banned same sex marriages!!!! NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sherry hates Oregon right now. God damn it! My own state! My own county even! NO!!!!

Multnomah county said no to it though. I was born there so I think I'll adopt it as my true county. Damn you Hood Riverites. You'd think you'd be more open minded about these things!

This is a step back, not forward! It's like saying African Americans aren't citizens. How can you be so mean to the gay people?!

*cries*

It's a sad day... Same-sex marriage is banned in OR and Bush has won (well, at least Kerry has called to conceed)... What can be worse? The world blowing up?

Thoughts on Nov. 2

Bush won. We all know that now.

God fucking damn it!!! How the hell did that happen?!

I thought everyone hated Bush. Where did all these Bush supporters pop up from?!

I've been reading some of the comments made about this from different places in LJ (beckymarie and nyu) and I'm getting scared again.

I was so sure the world was gonna end as I knew it four years ago and indeed we're at a very different place than where we began and though it's worse, it's still not that bad.

Now I'm absolutely certain I don't want to live here. The things Bush is going to do to this country... Oh good God. What is that man going to do?! It's like he has a his little grubby hand on the detonator for everything that is good in the world and I feel like he's laughing manically and I'm just scared.

I don't want to leave though but to think of the next four years and the irreparable damage he's going to do... God... Breath, must breath. Oh, good God.

And how long is the world going take to right itself out?! When I'm an adult? When I'm married with children and can finally sigh that the things will finally be better for their generation?! I thought it was supposed to be better for MY generation.

Fuck, I think I'm gonna cry. This is just so damn frustrating. And it doesn't help to think that half of the country feels as helpless as I do and that the rest of the world had wanted Bush out. Why the hell didn't we succeed? So many people hate him so much and I just don't understand why...

God! I think the damn Republicans also have power in the Senate and the House. Why?! I don't even want to think what he's gonna do to the Supreme Court... *winces*

Someone commented on either BeckyMarie's LJ or on the NYU community said s/he will be looking at liquor stores wondering if alcoholism would be that hard to maintain because they want to spend the next four years drunk. I feel the same way. I just want to go hide in my bed until Bush is kicked out of office...

I wonder if we can get him impeached? Send a sexy little intern in there and entice him... It'll be for the good of the country!

I'm gonna head over to http://www.slapthecandidate.com/ to vent some anger out. God damn that Bush. I hope he rots in hell.

edit x1: Okay, I've just read Kerry's farewell letter... Oh god... Now I really am crying... This is just unfair!!! How could America do something like this? A classmate of mine said she was losing faith in the American public... God, I'M losing faith in America altogether...