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Starting to go crazy...
Jan. 5th, 2005 09:40 amI killed myself in the last couple of days... I woke up early on Tuesday and didn't go back to sleep (like I'm doing now). And I slept until 5 PM last night because I didn't go to sleep Tuesday night until it was very late so my sleepiness and tiredness was compounded.
Today, I needed to work the lunch shift so I tried to sleep early but I woke up at 5 PM so there was no way in hell I was gonna drop off. And I didn't until like 6:45 AM. *dies* I then got out of bed at 8 AM, read some blogs and fanfics and then proceeded to try Arashi songs.
I have no idea why I'm starting to get into Arashi. They're so whacked up.
My sister was the first to get into them and now it seems like I'm startin to like them too... Right now I have Sunrise Nippon in my head... It's so annoying. They're annoying. And yet I can't help but want more of their songs. I don't know why and I don't understand why and that itself is annoying the hell out of me.
Nice, huh?
I've finally gone crazy.
Arashi, who would have thought?
But it's not too surprising. It seems like they're featured on AIEOU (or is it AIEUO? or something along those lines?) way too much since I think the host of that show is a closet Arashi worshipper and I almost always tune in. I still hate them for not showing off Kimeru's album when it released... *glares*
Oh speaking of Kimeru, I had my first dream about him!
I was with my sister and we were at some sort of concert (his, of course) and he ran out into the audience. I know that is impossible since it seems like where ever he sings, it's always jam packed with no place to run to -- which screams fire hazard to me...
Anyway, he ran out into the audience and I was standing near the right wall and he approach us. He stopped in front of me and my sister, he held my hands (HE HELD MY HANDS!) and all I was able to do was gape at him wordlessly and silently freak out that it was Kimeru holding my hands and standing in front of me.
I managed a "gambatte" (totally mortifying that that was all I could think of to say) and he smiled and ran back up on stage. And then I woke up feeling absolutely crushed that it wasn't real.
But it was still a moment to savor. It's a bit disappointing that I was so starstruck even in a dream that I totally embarrassed and made a fool out of myself since that how I'd probably act in real life as well...
Anyways, on to a different topic. I did get my brother to let me download Tezuka's album on his time... I love the songs (especially Kimi wo Sagashiteta) but I find myself disassociating the songs and Tezuka. I have a problem seeing Tezuka singing these songs in the way Okiayu Ryotarou sings them. Hell, I have a problem with him singing any song in anyway. He's just not the type. So when I hear the songs, it sounds like Okiayu Ryotarou singing them. :(
Ah, enough of that. I gotta go to sleep for like two hours... *dies*
Today, I needed to work the lunch shift so I tried to sleep early but I woke up at 5 PM so there was no way in hell I was gonna drop off. And I didn't until like 6:45 AM. *dies* I then got out of bed at 8 AM, read some blogs and fanfics and then proceeded to try Arashi songs.
I have no idea why I'm starting to get into Arashi. They're so whacked up.
My sister was the first to get into them and now it seems like I'm startin to like them too... Right now I have Sunrise Nippon in my head... It's so annoying. They're annoying. And yet I can't help but want more of their songs. I don't know why and I don't understand why and that itself is annoying the hell out of me.
Nice, huh?
I've finally gone crazy.
Arashi, who would have thought?
But it's not too surprising. It seems like they're featured on AIEOU (or is it AIEUO? or something along those lines?) way too much since I think the host of that show is a closet Arashi worshipper and I almost always tune in. I still hate them for not showing off Kimeru's album when it released... *glares*
Oh speaking of Kimeru, I had my first dream about him!
I was with my sister and we were at some sort of concert (his, of course) and he ran out into the audience. I know that is impossible since it seems like where ever he sings, it's always jam packed with no place to run to -- which screams fire hazard to me...
Anyway, he ran out into the audience and I was standing near the right wall and he approach us. He stopped in front of me and my sister, he held my hands (HE HELD MY HANDS!) and all I was able to do was gape at him wordlessly and silently freak out that it was Kimeru holding my hands and standing in front of me.
I managed a "gambatte" (totally mortifying that that was all I could think of to say) and he smiled and ran back up on stage. And then I woke up feeling absolutely crushed that it wasn't real.
But it was still a moment to savor. It's a bit disappointing that I was so starstruck even in a dream that I totally embarrassed and made a fool out of myself since that how I'd probably act in real life as well...
Anyways, on to a different topic. I did get my brother to let me download Tezuka's album on his time... I love the songs (especially Kimi wo Sagashiteta) but I find myself disassociating the songs and Tezuka. I have a problem seeing Tezuka singing these songs in the way Okiayu Ryotarou sings them. Hell, I have a problem with him singing any song in anyway. He's just not the type. So when I hear the songs, it sounds like Okiayu Ryotarou singing them. :(
Ah, enough of that. I gotta go to sleep for like two hours... *dies*
