Fuck!

I'm gonna go fucking crazy if I don't get Sekai de Ichiban Kirei na Mono. I've been searching it for the last two hours and I haven't gotten anywhere. I love Kaikan Phrase so much...Why can't I have it?! Why?!

I've even tried bidding on eBay for the CD Limit Control...but that person who is winning the auction has set a very high bid so I keep getting outbid... :( Why?!

Why?!

:(

All I want is that CD...all the songs in it... Why?! :(

Gah, it's amazing how depressed this has made me... :(

I have one last hope and after that comes to pass and I still have no song, I really don't know how I'm gonna get it. *sigh* Great. :(

So happy!!!

Thank you ames_909 for offering to send me Limit Control but after giving up on finding it myself and subjecting myself to waiting until you sent it to me, I've found the entire ablum!!!

*screams*!!!

Kya!!! I AM SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW!!!

THE WHOLE WORLD IS GOOD AND GREAT AND NOTHING CAN GET ME DOWN NOW!!! I have Sekei de Ichiban Kirei na Mono!!! And Silent Melody!!! And Dummy!!! And all the other songs of Limit Control that I don't have a copy of!!! I AM SO HAPPY!!!

I'm seriously shaking from how happy I am right now. I am so incredibly happy that it's just...unbelievable. I am in shock. My eyes are sparkling (at least they feel like they are). This grin of mine can't seems to wane. Gods, I love Sekai de Ichiban na Mono so much! And Dummy! That was the song I was searching for!!! I love it!!! Love love love love!!!!

Who would have thought I would stumble onto here _uta while trying to find a full version of Kiseki no Hana (which I had somewhere but can't find now -- probably at home, *grumbles*). I searched a long time for Kiseki last time and I think it was actually Diana-chan who found it for me...

Anyway, so rotation sites, YouSendIt and _uta are my GODS right now. I will gladly worship them for the rest of my life or until the next song that I can't find is found somewhere obscure.

And thank you ames_909 for offering to send it to me.

Ah, I can't get over the fact that I have these songs!!! So happy!!! If life can continue like this, or rather maybe just freeze at this moment of intense satisfaction, I will be happy and content and filled with intensity for the rest of my life.

Ah, I am soooo happy! *sigh of contentness* Soo goood...

I love Lucifer. I just love Lucifer!

*dies happily*