gah...

Counting down the pages...

Page one, done.

Page two...half way.

Page two, finished. Barely. Four to go. I want to die. This essay is like pulling teeth. I am just not suited to do this abstract shit.

Gah, need Kimeru, need Kimeru, need Kimeru!!! Why the hell do I love you Kimeru?! My life would be so much simpler if you didn't exist...

But...but...but...if Kimeru didn't exist, I wouldn't be so happy and so in love... *sniffs* I like being in love with Kimeru... It's soul-consuming but...but...but I can't help but think it's worth it.

Oh, and three lines into page three. It's 10:30. I'm screwed. Oh yeah.

But I shall ride my Kimeru high through this paper and I WILL MAKE IT BEHAVE!!!

Oh, the thing that spurred my short Kimeru frenzy? mizukiaya's Kimeru Live report. I am such a girl... My roommate probably thinks I'm nuts, staring at the screen, sighing, fawning and squealing in pleasure. I think I'm nuts... -_-;;

God, the more I hear about JET and NOVA, the more I wish I could so something like that... I really, really, wish I could. I just have no time for it. Being pre-med doesn't really allow much flexibility in your life plan in terms of the time for higher schooling (still aiming to go to London Junior year!)... But still, I wish I could do something like that... I could teach English. As long as they aren't elementary school students, I'd be good.

Ah, back to essay. I'm a paragraph into the 3rd page. Meaning 3 lines more than I was before.

I knew it! Meteor Shower by F4 is based on Ken Hirai's Gaining Through Losing! I knew it, I just knew it.

And yes, I am still procrastinating. Got something to say about it? *snarls*

An mp3 upload in the midst of all this ickiness:

And oldie but one of my favorite songs:

Craig David - Fill Me In

Yes, it is in English. I like the way the song sounds. It has a nice rhythem. I think I got this song while I was in high school... I think. He's British (yummy accent, really) and I guess you can say he's the R&B type. I think this song was his first big hit... Anyway, I love this song and I'm listening to it right now.

Ah, getting worried here... It's 12:30 and my essay lacks cohesiveness. It connects but it really doesn't flow or really connect all that well... And I'm only up to the 4th page. As in only half way. *cries* Four more pages at least and I have nothing to say!!! Why?!

I've already gone through the Manyoshu and getting at the architecture... Soon, it'll be Genji and then it'll be the Heian period (connects via Genji) and then that's about it. I have a little more about divinity to say but really, that will be like a paragraph. How long can I make a conclusion last...?

Ugh, I'm seriously thinking about maybe skipping bio. For the first time ever. Bio... It's Scott so I'm not too worried but I don't like skipping bio. It makes me uneasy... Gah...

Getting tired... Sleepy...headachy... gah...

I really seem to like the word "gah"... Huh.

Ah, the ramblings of a procrastinating Sherry who is lacking sleeping...

1:30 and no progress. Right. Talking about Noh and sectorization... Right.

Will finish tonight or no sleep. Class is at 11:00 -- still lots of time. Gotta get up at 10, can last on five hours of sleep if skipping bio...five AM it is.

Finally pushing six pages. 3:12 AM. Am defintiely skipping bio. Decided to do headings as I can't make things connect all too well.

4:30. finished. am dead. gah... gah...gah...gah!!!