Test!

I have my midterm tomorrow! I need to freak out now! I really don't want to go to work study but if I want to be paid, yes, I must go. :( Still...

It's such a beautiful day out - 51 F! It's finally spring! :) I'm happy! No more winter coat, it's just a jacket now...

I have a movie for World Cult and I'm intending on studyng during it. And then it's clinic and I can do more review there. And then bio. Hopefully it'll only last 1h30min so I can come back and eat and study some more!

*sniff* I forgot about this bad side effect of spring... My allergies (always the worst in the morning or night) are starting to act up... Ah, what a nostalgic sensation... I haven't had my allergies flare up since summer.... Oh, how I wish it'll go away forever.

Oh, fuck. I never knew a persistent cough is allergy related!!! (Yes, I went and looked up allergies -- so sue me, I'm a research geek.) I've had a recurring cough during this time of the year, usually lasting until the summer every year for the last three years. Fuck. I always thought I was prone to sickness and that I was cursed by coughing.... All those times my parents have harped about my cough and how I needed to take meds for it or that there was something seriously wrong (and got me all scared)... Damn those allergies.

I was so hoping that being the city will minimize it but I guess it was too much to hope they'll all go away... Still, being here has got to be better than in Hood River where everything are trees, grass and plants. Especially since Hood River's main thing are fruit orchards...

Ah, I have to go. :(

Tenimyu Winter - Side Fudo

Why?!

Why is that I keep seeing hints of people getting it and I can't find any hint of them at all?! Have they been ripped? Are there BT links of them somewhere?! If so, where?! This is making me unhappy... I want to see it so badly! :( If it's out, Sherry wants. If it's not, I can wait but I don't want to find out that it was out for a month already and I was just too stupid to notice it...

I really should be studying and I will be for the next couple of hours... Joy. :\

I wish I could get some Tenimyu for tomorrow to make me happy after the test but I don't know... It would be really cool, but I already have a ton of anime and drama stuff that I could watch tomorrow... But still... :(

Okay, must study... Still, this whole Tenimyu thing is getting me down... I feel so out of the loop... When did that happen? I'm usually on top of things relatively well...

Happy!

Sherry is happy again! All thanks to chibiwings who it seems like I adore more and more.

I'm gonna study all night, go to lab lecture, study some more and even if I fail, I'll still have Tenimyu! Sherry is genki again! :) I can do anything -- this has really revived me!

I don't understand anything about mechanisms, identifying if something is more acidic or basic than something else but that's okay! I can do equilibrium, I can do titration and buffers and I can identify the different types of acids and bases! I will work on mechanisms some more, a bit on second order rate equations and activation energy and I'll read up on trends. Sherry will do well on this test! She has faith in herself!

It's absolutely amazing how a little thing as the prospect of getting Tenimyu can make me so happy and fill me with empowerment. :) Right now, I have to believe tomorrow will be a good day.

...And watch me come back and go "it was a bad test and it's a very bad day!" tomorrow. :)

Usually, I like to vegetate with lots of anime and sleep after a test like this one but tomorrow, I have an AI meeting at 6:30 that I absolutely have to go to. Which sucks since I absolutely don't want to go to it, even if I'll get free dinner. :\ Somehow, Janet managed to convince me to take over the Soup Kitchen chair on the E-Board and I'm running unopposed so basically, I will be the next Soup Kitchen chair. Whoo-hoo. Yeah, it's not a big deal at all.

Damn med school and damn their community service requirements. And the demonstration of leadership. :\ I would like to get to VP by senior year (since Janet is most definitely going to take over the President's spot) but I don't know... I'll spend my Junior year as Secretary or Treasurer or something. Blah.

Back to studying! I am feeling very energized right now so I might as well capitalize on it. :)

edit x1: I don't think I've ever achieved this level of studying before... o.O I actually understand rate mechanisms. They're fun! I hope he puts one on because I have got that down. Second order stuff, not so much but enough to get by on, I think. I've got titrations down and hopefully the equilibrium stuff will be okay... This might actually be okay. I need to review trends but hey, it might be okay! Hopefully good enough for an A... I desperately want an A on this exam. Desperately. As it is, I'll probably be getting a B+ but still, if I score an A on this exam, I'll be more around an A. So basically, if I do well in on this test, I'll do well in the course. If I don't do so well, I'll get a B+, which is not bad but I really need something to balance out my Bio grade (which will probably not rise from a very solid B).

*sigh* This semester is doing pretty well so I'm hopeful (as opposed to my dismal standing at the end of the last semester)...

Man, I really have a craving for a spinich and cheese quiche. Really badly too. How odd... Or a cheese omelet that has lots of veggies. Or a cheese and broccoli crepe. Man, I really have cheese and vegetable things on my mind...

edit x2: An afterthought mp3. Since, I was listening to it right now, I thought I might as well.

It's SE7EN's I Just Wanna Be.

http://homepages.nyu.edu/~smc449/Se7en%20-%20I%20Just%20Wanna%20Be.mp3

It's a nice mix of R&B and Pop. In my mind anyway. It reminds me a bit of N*Sync for no apparent reason. *shrugs*

edit x3: I have a headache... And I do want to get up for lab lecture. I think. I should. Only that's in five hours. Nice. *dies*

I've got to figure out when I want to do an ICE table. Most of the time, I really don't so I don't know why I should... Must remember to do the check thing too... :\