Donuts!

Someone has to tell me why Doumeki and Watanuki are called donuts because I don't get it.

Either way, they're hot! The fandom some really wonderful authors like psychicdreams and orochimaru_han and wonderfully wicked stories... God, I should have gotten into this fandom earlier...

It's 1:45 AM here and I've got to get up in less than five hours. But there are still more stories! Must read! Can't fight it! Doumeki and Watanuki are just too cute together.... I so *heart* *heart* *heart*!

edit x1: 2:10 AM. Gonna stop now because I'm being forced to. :( But! Tomorrow I continue on raiding doumekiwatanuki for hopefully more good stories!

As it is, I'm probably going to have to plop down in Kimmel for a nap but that's okay. I'm cool with all that... :)

Yamamoto Ryohei love

There's just something about his voice that draws me to him. It sounds like a very cute voice, don't you think? Not to mention the fact that the song where I heard him for the first time was in Miss You with m-flo and Melody. He was just amazing in that song and the later ones that I downloaded were amazing too. I mean Take Over? Set Free? I still go "WOW" every time I listen to them.

And now his latest single with VERBAL from m-flo -- wow. The part where it goes "one sky, one sun, one earth, one time, one life, one day, one love -- with you" makes me squee so badly. Tell me that ain't beautiful! ^^

Because I just finished downloading this single today, it interrupted the fog that Kimeru has put me under for the last few days... I've been kinda listening to 恋のパフォーマンス～ｔｏ　ｂｅ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｙｏｕ～ and HERO over and over again since I've gotten the single. I can't help but love 恋のパフォーマンス～ｔｏ　ｂｅ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｙｏｕ～ when I am listening to it and during that time, I'm absolutely convinced that I love that song best on that single. But then it changes to HERO and everything is all shaken up and I'm not so convinced. HERO is a good song, a very good song that I like a lot but it's different from 恋のパフォーマンス～ｔｏ　ｂｅ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｙｏｕ～ and that's the problem. Comparing them is like comparing apples and oranges (well, not completely...it's more like oranges and grapefruit -- both wonderful and delicious but good in two different ways while at the same time they share certain characteristics) so it's hard for me to pick one to be on top. I mean I adore 恋のパフォーマンス～ｔｏ　ｂｅ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｙｏｕ～ and it fills me with such wonderful good feelings when I listen to it. But it's HERO that gets into my head, that I hear while I'm walking in between classes, that I hum and when I hear played, I'm struck by how good of a song it is too in it's own right.

*laughs* Well this started off as something about Yamamoto Ryohei but somehow it changed into Kimeru... Oh, right! Right now I'm listen to onelove because it's a beautiful song. Yamamoto Ryohei has somehow managed to worm its way into my consciousness and it's reminded me just how much I've liked his voice. It makes me want to buy his Take Over album because I just want more of his music! I want, oh, how do I want! It's only $22 (when did spending $22 become inconsequential to me?) and I want! But I just bought Kimeru's DVD and CD, not to mention two new books, with more books on the way, and also possibly manga... And sushi for lunch every day... But despite that, I want! Gah, right now I feel like a ball of desires and wants. I want to vibrate with desires and to emit my feelings of needs.

I'll think about it. Possibly this summer (I go home in 17 days!) when I'm working and have more money so I don't feel like such a terrible smooch.

Okay, downloads!

For Diana-chan, and Nadine-chan, and whomever who sees this and wants them as well:

Kimeru - 恋のパフォーマンス～ｔｏ　ｂｅ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｙｏｕ～ (album)

Yamamoto Ryohei - onelove feat. VERBAL (m-flo):

01. onelove feat. VERBAL (m-flo)
02. Just Want
03. onelove (instrumental)
04. Just Want (instrumental)

Oh... T_T

I've reached the beginning of the doumekiwatanuki community... T_T Now I'm going to go through the xxxHolic Fanfic Archive (xxxEntric) and hopefully I'll find some more there. But I feel as though I've exhausted this fandom in the day I've been devouring everything I could get my hands on. FF.net and Deep Connection have been both throughly ravished. ^^

Damn, when it become 6:30 PM? Shit, I still need to finish doing the structure of my Aldol product from the NMR (evil, totally EVIL) and write up the report... It's only two pages though, double spaced, with most of it being a table so it shouldn't be that bad... But it's due tomorrow... But I only have a half day tomorrow! YES! Sleep! Or really, study since I have a quiz on Wednesday and my last midterm on Friday... Oh shit, Thursday is the first part of my Japanese final. *makes a face* But at least it's kanji, vocab, reading and listening. I can handle that, I think... :\

And Monday will be bad. And Wednesday -- oh my god, it's sooo soon! It's the evil NMR final of doom... *whimpers* Gonna fail, gonna fail, gonna fail... *cries*

And then MolecCell on Friday! Eek! A paper due on Monday, another on the 8th, last final on the 10th... Shit, it's all coming together isn't it. Fuck... I don't like this at all, I don't! :(

I'm going to do my report... I shouldn't be procrastinating like this... Bad, very bad... :\ *listens to Ryohei's voice* Gotta get back to my happy place...

NMR Hell T_T

I really, really, really HATE NMR.

T_T

After trying so many different structures, it just won't come together. I feel like I'm missing hydrogens... :( I hate this, I hate it, I hate it, I hate!!! Why do I have to do this?! I only have one singlet 1 H but I need more! How does an Aldol not have a beta-hydroxylcarbonyl or a beta-unsaturated compound -- it absolutely HAS TO but it's not showing up in my NMR! Fuck, they're trying to kill me, aren't they. They just want me to break down and cry and fail lab. T_T

I wish they could at least give some IR peaks or the atomic formula to help us out... I don't even know what my degrees of unsaturation are! Or if I have enough carbons...if I should double, if there are halogens, an amine group... T_T I know nothing!

I hate hate hate! *stabs NMR to death*

But I have to finish this tonight or else... :( I got nothing else done today... :( No study...no laundry... :( Thank god tomorrow is a half day to do stuff in... But still, god, I hate this!!! NMR is evil. I'm half tempted to do something just so I have something to work with to write the report but the Aldol is like 30 of the 40 points of this lab and I can't afford to fuck up the structure.

Fuck, I hate Orgo lab. Just when you think it's over, it comes right back up to bite you to remind you that it's still around to mess with you.