Going back... :\
Jan. 14th, 2007 03:19 amI don't really want to go back. I really don't want to go back. And to think that last year, I was all excited about going back... What a difference a year makes... Last year I was pretty good with my suitemates so that helps a lot, I loved my roommate (I miss Xiao! T_T) and I loved my dorm. This year, I'm feeling a bit off when it comes to my suitemates, I don't know who my roommate is (her name is Jennifer, she sounds preppy, blond and very happy -- god, I hope she's not too tiring) and my dorm makes me want to cringe. You don't mind it as much as time goes on but I'm a bit afraid to find out what my new roommate has done to the room while I've been gone. She gave me a call tonight asking when I'd be arriving so she could get everything put away... Considering the fact that I think she said she was going to arrive on the 10th, I have to wonder what it is that she has that takes so long to unpack and put away...
Anyway, I'm trying not to think about it too much. I'll deal, I always do. I do have to wonder about the letter I left for her. I mean I found out that she was going to be my roommate before I came back so I probably knew before she did. I wrote her a little letter, try to get her a bit acquainted with me -- it's what I do. I did imply I was a bit quirky and that I had problems with my last roommate (yes, blabbermouth Sherry -- it's something I always do to myself) so hopefully she doesn't think I'm a whackjob.
So, tomorrow is MLK Jr. Day. And then I have my first day of classes. I think I have Japanese and lab. Or something like that. I don't wanna go. And I think I technically have work too and I definitely don't want to go to that. I mean I didn't really leave my teachers with too much notice and the only people that I still will be working with are half gone because of my schedule. I still have Mr. Friedland who loves me and was the one person I did give notice to so at least I have that. Hopefully Mr. Ma will also be so easy going. And I'll be doing more afterschool work, yay.
*sigh* Classes. School. Work. Homework. Assignments. Exams. God, my life seems really empty.
But I think I might try House, finally. Masha's been pimping it. I've been catching episodes every so often on TV and it's always seemed to be a show that I would like. And my flist definitely talks about it so I guess I might as well try it myself. Before it's like I didn't have too much of a drive to watch it. But now I've exhausted all my old favs and as much as I would love to revisit Star Trek: Voyager, it doesn't feel right right now. So House. Something I'm vaguely familiar with, something that I feel like I could get into... It'll be something to make me a bit happier when I'm drowning in schoolwork and other unhappy stuff.
Anyway, I've got about an hour left until I need to leave and I'm going to catch up on my LJ. It's been sadly neglected today and I don't want to let it pile up until tomorrow. With any luck, I'll have to back 200 posts and I'll be too dead tired to even bother about it. So tonight, an hour, hopefully it'll be good.
Anyway, I'm trying not to think about it too much. I'll deal, I always do. I do have to wonder about the letter I left for her. I mean I found out that she was going to be my roommate before I came back so I probably knew before she did. I wrote her a little letter, try to get her a bit acquainted with me -- it's what I do. I did imply I was a bit quirky and that I had problems with my last roommate (yes, blabbermouth Sherry -- it's something I always do to myself) so hopefully she doesn't think I'm a whackjob.
So, tomorrow is MLK Jr. Day. And then I have my first day of classes. I think I have Japanese and lab. Or something like that. I don't wanna go. And I think I technically have work too and I definitely don't want to go to that. I mean I didn't really leave my teachers with too much notice and the only people that I still will be working with are half gone because of my schedule. I still have Mr. Friedland who loves me and was the one person I did give notice to so at least I have that. Hopefully Mr. Ma will also be so easy going. And I'll be doing more afterschool work, yay.
*sigh* Classes. School. Work. Homework. Assignments. Exams. God, my life seems really empty.
But I think I might try House, finally. Masha's been pimping it. I've been catching episodes every so often on TV and it's always seemed to be a show that I would like. And my flist definitely talks about it so I guess I might as well try it myself. Before it's like I didn't have too much of a drive to watch it. But now I've exhausted all my old favs and as much as I would love to revisit Star Trek: Voyager, it doesn't feel right right now. So House. Something I'm vaguely familiar with, something that I feel like I could get into... It'll be something to make me a bit happier when I'm drowning in schoolwork and other unhappy stuff.
Anyway, I've got about an hour left until I need to leave and I'm going to catch up on my LJ. It's been sadly neglected today and I don't want to let it pile up until tomorrow. With any luck, I'll have to back 200 posts and I'll be too dead tired to even bother about it. So tonight, an hour, hopefully it'll be good.