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Physics Lab is HELL
Feb. 1st, 2007 12:12 amI am really dreading tomorrow. I hate Physics, I hate spending time in lab, I hate going to work, I hate having to deal with life and people and homework and classes, and oh my god, I just feel stressed and there's really no reason for it at all!
All day today, I've been just a little irritable and just a little pissy... It's the fucking PMS, it has to be! Yesterday I was depressed, really down and sad about how life is so overwhelming and unfair and today I'm just as unhappy for the same reasons but this time I'm a lot more alive. The person who said depression was just less active anger is totally correct.
*sigh* I absolutely hate PMS. It just seems to bring about all that makes me unhappy and angry up to the surface and magnifies it by a 100. When things like these normally wouldn't faze me (lots of years of coping skills), whenever it's this time of the month, I get weepy, teary and with the urge to fucking scream at the top of my lungs.
Ugh, right now it's this damned lab report... It's annoying me. I'm about 3/4th done -- I still have to go through two experiments, the questions and the conclusion. I will be so happy once it's over and I can take a shower and get some sleep. Even though I'm getting more sleep than I normally do, I'm still exhausted and feeling crappy because of it. I definitely need a night where I get more than enough sleep to make me feel like normal again.
Okay, its already after midnight. I have to finish this and get sleep. Hopefully it'll make me feel better... :\
All day today, I've been just a little irritable and just a little pissy... It's the fucking PMS, it has to be! Yesterday I was depressed, really down and sad about how life is so overwhelming and unfair and today I'm just as unhappy for the same reasons but this time I'm a lot more alive. The person who said depression was just less active anger is totally correct.
*sigh* I absolutely hate PMS. It just seems to bring about all that makes me unhappy and angry up to the surface and magnifies it by a 100. When things like these normally wouldn't faze me (lots of years of coping skills), whenever it's this time of the month, I get weepy, teary and with the urge to fucking scream at the top of my lungs.
Ugh, right now it's this damned lab report... It's annoying me. I'm about 3/4th done -- I still have to go through two experiments, the questions and the conclusion. I will be so happy once it's over and I can take a shower and get some sleep. Even though I'm getting more sleep than I normally do, I'm still exhausted and feeling crappy because of it. I definitely need a night where I get more than enough sleep to make me feel like normal again.
Okay, its already after midnight. I have to finish this and get sleep. Hopefully it'll make me feel better... :\
