Studying just sucks

I suck at studying. I swear, I'm the most self-destructive person I know... I seem to get into these habits of screwing myself so I'm almost always doomed to fail... :(

Study day today, for the entire day. Starting from about after I finish this short entry until my meeting at 4 PM and then after that from about 5 PM to 11 PM. Joy, joy, joy...

Gah, I hate Immunology. I don't care, I really don't care. Couldn't immune systems be less interconnected and complex? Seriously, I don't know how people keep things straight in this subject. Final is on Thursday, and after that, it's a whole weekend of studying and working on my Japanese fun. Also joy. :\ I go home next Saturday -- it's so soon but not soon enough. And in some ways, I think it's way too soon. Somehow I have to manage studying for two classes, working on a take home, impossible Japanese final and my Flash assignment for my computer class. I haven't done flash in soooo long -- and I have no book on Flash! :( So not cool.

Okay, going to head to the library now... Should I get lunch now or later? :\