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I have realized, I hate writing Harry and Draco scenes. Like they're horrifically terrible and they are hell on me to write. They are hard to get out, I have no idea what I want them to do or why they're saying what they're saying. And it takes forever.

In contrast, I can do scenes with Harry and his friends easily.

Unfortunately, it's a H/D fic.

OTL

At least today's quota seems easy to meet? And I submitted my crappy translation today. Worse one I've done so far. :( Now I just have to get on the next one. Which, I suppose if I can tear myself away from Farmville and finish early with my fic today (hoping for a whole scene, but really doubt it since I've never done a scene in under 1667 words), I might actually have time for it. Joy.

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明日、クリスマスケーキになります。今日、それを気がつきました。

T_T

On a lighter note, I am doing well on my fic... Today anyway. It'll suck tomorrow again, most likely. And it'll be incredibly ironic.

Let's just hope I survive tomorrow. I have never ended that day without me being depressed, sad, or in tears. I swear, it's like cursed...

Shit, this does suck. I hate getting older. I can't help but think of it as one more step towards death...