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Thanksgiving. 5:47 AM. NaNo.
It's not going to work out.
I should be sleeping, I should be asleep by now, but I'm trying like hell to write something for today because I know I probably won't even be at home after I wake up for the entire day so if I don't get something done now, I won't have anything for today. And it'll be the first day where I fail that badly.
But I've been procrastinating really badly too. Which is even worse because that means I'm procrastinating sleep! Not good.
Okay, how much do I want to have written today? I have about 300 words so far. Shall I aim for 800? o.O That's going to take a while...especially since I don't know what I'm writing anymore. Somehow, I worked in another sex scene and now we're just bantering? I don't know. I think I need to advance the plot, somehow. Even if there's less than a week left, I want to get something done and maybe move this story towards the endgame? I don't know.
*crosses fingers for something miraculous happening with this fic* I'll be bringing my notebook so I'll have something to jot down scenes and ideas with so maybe I'll have something to work on on Black Friday (if I even get any words written on a day I generally spend brain-dead). Oh man, this is pretty much over and my goals of finishing this fic have totally exploded...
It's not going to work out.
I should be sleeping, I should be asleep by now, but I'm trying like hell to write something for today because I know I probably won't even be at home after I wake up for the entire day so if I don't get something done now, I won't have anything for today. And it'll be the first day where I fail that badly.
But I've been procrastinating really badly too. Which is even worse because that means I'm procrastinating sleep! Not good.
Okay, how much do I want to have written today? I have about 300 words so far. Shall I aim for 800? o.O That's going to take a while...especially since I don't know what I'm writing anymore. Somehow, I worked in another sex scene and now we're just bantering? I don't know. I think I need to advance the plot, somehow. Even if there's less than a week left, I want to get something done and maybe move this story towards the endgame? I don't know.
*crosses fingers for something miraculous happening with this fic* I'll be bringing my notebook so I'll have something to jot down scenes and ideas with so maybe I'll have something to work on on Black Friday (if I even get any words written on a day I generally spend brain-dead). Oh man, this is pretty much over and my goals of finishing this fic have totally exploded...