How much do I hate Kanji? *throws her arms wide* This much!

[sherryillk]

Kanji is evil. There's just nothing to be said about it aside from the fact that it's evil.

I'm just glad that I don't have MolecCell recitation tomorrow so I won't have to wake up at six something because I'm going to be up until 3 AM at least. So many kanji....And they're so alike too! :\ Me no like.

I still have five pages to go over... At least some of them are easy... Like the word for "clock" and "history" but the others like "number" or "economy"... *dies* There are just so many strokes...

In other news, I thought that putting up some direct links to the Winter Hyoutei myu would be a good way to waste the last of my SL bandwidth for this month (and for all months because I'm not renewing -- as I thought, 25 GB is just a bit too much for me...). And while I did say "rape," I didn't quite realize what I was getting into. Man, Tenimyu fans are fast, aren't they? They've already dwindled down the 20 GB that I had to 10 GB... o.O

Right now I can't even get into my account... I think it's because everyone is crowding my account so much that I can't squeeze in... :( At some point, I have to put a stop to this so hopefully I'll be let in at some point... Well, I think that Streamload would stop any more downloads if I run out of bandwidth so at least there's that...

Okay, I'm going to go back to my kanji! Hopefully weird words won't trip me over...

edit x1: And now they're all gone. But SL still won't let me into my files! :( I have to take them down, but it doesn't really matter since the links lead to a page saying all my bandwidth is gone...

Now I have to work on exhausting my master SL account's MB now that nemeru is dead. I don't know -- I think I might end up either keeping nemeru for another month or just keeping my master SL account and pushing that up to nemeru's level, even though 25 GB is really too much for me... I want to be able to use SL to download everything I want but I don't want GBs (and I used to talk about wasting bytes in terms of MB once upon a time too...) to go to waste either... I really feel like there should be a plan in between 2 GB and 25 GB -- it's such a huge jump... I still adore Streamload so I can't imagine giving it up... As long as I've been into anime, I've been using Streamload. I was a free user for like two weeks before I said screw it and got an account...

I do blame it all on HnG and the HnG Yaoi Forum for all this though. They were the reason why I got into SL in the first place -- I need manga, songs, anime.... They provided such an easy and convenient way of getting things, especially since I was on dial-up and was able to resume downloads since I can't exactly be on 24 hours a day and holding up the phone line... *sigh* I don't want to give up on Streamload just yet -- it holds so many memories for me... It's 2006 and I've been a Streamload user for the last three years. I've been into anime for three years. Wow, it's almost amazing to me. It's been such a short period of time and yet I've changed so much due to anime. I'm not sure it's a good thing yet and most likely it's screwed up my life so badly that it's not even funny any more, but right now I'm okay with it and I actually feel like I'm living.

Okay, enough of this weird talk -- it's starting to freak me out to think of where I'm going with this too... I have to get to sleep because even though I don't have recitation, I still have class at 9:30 AM. So I'm off to sleep. :)

edit x1: Well, I'm awake and it's 8:30 AM and it still won't let me on.... :(

I'll try again at school during lunch -- hopefully that will give me better results.... Hopefully. I don't know... We'll see how everything goes. As it is, I don't think I'll have time to deal with all this until I get back from classes today around 4 PM...

Comments

[ramble-corner.livejournal.com]

ahahaha
*pat you on the back
possibly because of the large size ^^.
i mean 1.4 GB times by 10 person would have equate to 14 GB already so... XDXD
Anyway don't worry , if worse come to worse I could always grab it of the torrent now. After all you might want to reserve some bandwith for your friend ^^

By the way , good luck on your KAnji

[sherryillk.livejournal.com]

No, don't worry about it! I can host it on my other account on Streamload just as easily! That's the reason why I'm not renewing -- I already have a different account with different download limits. When SL upped their account download limits, both of them went up and now I have too much... o.O

The other one just renewed so as soon as I can get into my account and move the files from one account to another (very easy once it's originally uploaded), I'll send you a link to my different account. :) It'll probably be tomorrow sometime though so hopefully you don't need it very, very quickly.

[ramble-corner.livejournal.com]

That's ok then and no worry, I too have no access to a faster connection now so it worked out fine both way ^^

[candy17.livejournal.com]

Hiya, I came over from a link in the Tenimyu community.

I hope this isn't too much trouble, but would you mind beaming the Hyoutei backstages over to me on streamload? Sendspace/Megaupload hates me, and since I'm trying to kill my bandwidth on streamload, it'll be great if I could get the files.
My SL username = candy17

Thanks very much in advance, and i hope I don't sound like some rude leecher!

And on another note, its funny cause I use to be on the HnG Yaoi Forum as well. They had everything there! ^_^

[sherryillk.livejournal.com]

Sent!

It's not too much trouble at all! I'm pretty sure Sendspace and Megaupload hate me too so I totally understand what you're going through.

The HnG Yaoi Forum used to be so great... It's really a shame that it's like dead now... :(

[candy17.livejournal.com]

Thank you very much for the files, I got them fine!
(Kato Kazuki has officially eaten up my life.)