Hmmm...

[sherryillk]

RA wants to talk... I wonder what about? I'm trying to think of it but the only stuff I can think of are stuff that I would rather not discuss with her... Me and my big mouth and all my posturing... At times, I try to come off in a certain way to shock other people (yeah, I know, so a cry for attention, it's not even funny and frankly, probably a bit sad) and that misrepresents me... I guess, I'm misrepresenting myself. :\ Or I'm trying to truly represent myself in a world that is less than susceptive to alternative thoughts and this is my way of leaking it out. I don't know. Either, or, both, they can all be true.

Hopefully the girl is just overzealous because I would really hate to avoid her forever this year. But then again, my RAs in the past have always been the non-zealous type so it's not like I have any experience with these type of people. And frankly, they make me a bit nervous... :|

I need to talk a little less about personal beliefs that don't particularly jive with the status quo and the norms, especially when they can be considered crazy thoughts... :\

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[yoshikochan.livejournal.com]

*hugs* I'm like that, always talking crazy -__-;; but I always try to talk 'norms' when talking with people who don't know my very well, like random classmates and dorm mates... but I feel a little sick talking like that. Better to be yourself. But it's so scary to be ostracized too... ah, my favorite is telling people that I think men should also have their period and be able to have babies if they want to. XD