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Nov. 12th, 2010 04:48 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
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I am hearing Cee Lo's Fuck You (Forget You for the censored radio version) everywhere lately! And I had never head it before this week too! It's crazy!
I'm thinking the Fates are telling me I need that song. Both the clean version and the original. Although, I like the original better... In terms of dirty curse word filled songs, it's got to be one of the more tame ones I've ever heard.
And you know, when I first heard it, all I could think was that it wasn't as crazy as the title of the song suggested. It was actually quite listenable. And that whomever that guy who was singing it, sounds a lot like the guy from Gnarls Barkley. Well duh, that's because it was him! *rolls eyes* I'm so out of it...
Ah, it's 4:30 AM. I'm watching Gun Metal Grey, one of the new TVB dramas that's supposed to be for their big anniversary (the other one, No Regrets is too depressing for me but I still somehow watched like eight episodes of it and it never let up in its dark tone)... And actually, this one is pretty serious and depressing too... But so far, not as ruthless? *shrugs*
Anyway, I think I should probably type a bit more for my Nano fic. But the more I write, the more I realize I suck at writing. And the more I realize I just am not as good as even some of the crappy people out there... It's depressing. I feel like I'm failing my characters. That I'm failing my story. But I can't do anything but continue one since Nano tells you to not edit until the end. But if last year is any indication, I won't be doing any editing, just letting it sit there neglected on my computer... :(
I think I used to be okay at writing. But I've never written anything this long before. And I'm falling into a slump and I feel fatigued. The enthusiasm at the beginning of the month has gone and now it's a chore just to get words down...Today, I didn't even manage the quota... :( I'm still ahead because I did well in the beginning but it's going to catch up to me eventually... *sigh* Maybe I should spend a day just writing... Focus, uninterrupted writing. Just brute force, try to get things down and back on the right track... I just don't know how I'm going to manage that. *sigh*
Yeah, Nano is depressing me... :\
I am hearing Cee Lo's Fuck You (Forget You for the censored radio version) everywhere lately! And I had never head it before this week too! It's crazy!
I'm thinking the Fates are telling me I need that song. Both the clean version and the original. Although, I like the original better... In terms of dirty curse word filled songs, it's got to be one of the more tame ones I've ever heard.
And you know, when I first heard it, all I could think was that it wasn't as crazy as the title of the song suggested. It was actually quite listenable. And that whomever that guy who was singing it, sounds a lot like the guy from Gnarls Barkley. Well duh, that's because it was him! *rolls eyes* I'm so out of it...
Ah, it's 4:30 AM. I'm watching Gun Metal Grey, one of the new TVB dramas that's supposed to be for their big anniversary (the other one, No Regrets is too depressing for me but I still somehow watched like eight episodes of it and it never let up in its dark tone)... And actually, this one is pretty serious and depressing too... But so far, not as ruthless? *shrugs*
Anyway, I think I should probably type a bit more for my Nano fic. But the more I write, the more I realize I suck at writing. And the more I realize I just am not as good as even some of the crappy people out there... It's depressing. I feel like I'm failing my characters. That I'm failing my story. But I can't do anything but continue one since Nano tells you to not edit until the end. But if last year is any indication, I won't be doing any editing, just letting it sit there neglected on my computer... :(
I think I used to be okay at writing. But I've never written anything this long before. And I'm falling into a slump and I feel fatigued. The enthusiasm at the beginning of the month has gone and now it's a chore just to get words down...Today, I didn't even manage the quota... :( I'm still ahead because I did well in the beginning but it's going to catch up to me eventually... *sigh* Maybe I should spend a day just writing... Focus, uninterrupted writing. Just brute force, try to get things down and back on the right track... I just don't know how I'm going to manage that. *sigh*
Yeah, Nano is depressing me... :\
