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sherryillkWhy...?
Why can't I stop crying?
I knew it was going to bad. I knew I would feel bad after watching. I knew it was probably going to make me misty-eyed but why can't I stop crying? Justing thinking about it makes the water works start again.
Oh my God... Diana said it was bad and when I saw him die, I thought it was okay, that it wasn't that bad but then... The funeral started and the memories and the song...
And Elysia! Doushite? Doushite?! Oh God... You must be the coldest person in the world if you can withstand that. Oh my god... *cries*
I know I'm experiencing this late, that I've heard about it for like months and that everyone else has probably aready had seen it but for me it's the first time. Even with all the mental preparation, I still can't help but get totally distressed over this. It's like experiencing it anew.
I read the manga just like everyone else, I knew it was going to happen and I cried then too but it wasn't as bad as this... God, why? Hughes must be the best man, the most loyal, caring, kind person in the whole anime! Why him? Doushite? I don't understand, I really don't. And poor Elysia. God...
My favorite line: "It's starting to rain." Poor Roy! Losing such a good friend... It just hurts so much more because of those backflashes that show how good they were together.
I did like how they did the credits. Instead of having the end theme play, this just let it dwindle out.
God, just thinking about it is making me start again. *cries harder* It was so sad... The train scene...Hughes waving goodbye... Oh my God...
Damn, it's 4:30 AM. I had planned on seeing the 26th episode too but... Right now I'm just too broken up over Hughes. I think I'm going to go to bed.
Why the hell won't these tears stop? I knew it was going to happen! I was prepared! Why is it affecting me like this? I don't understand... Doushite???
Why can't I stop crying?
I knew it was going to bad. I knew I would feel bad after watching. I knew it was probably going to make me misty-eyed but why can't I stop crying? Justing thinking about it makes the water works start again.
Oh my God... Diana said it was bad and when I saw him die, I thought it was okay, that it wasn't that bad but then... The funeral started and the memories and the song...
And Elysia! Doushite? Doushite?! Oh God... You must be the coldest person in the world if you can withstand that. Oh my god... *cries*
I know I'm experiencing this late, that I've heard about it for like months and that everyone else has probably aready had seen it but for me it's the first time. Even with all the mental preparation, I still can't help but get totally distressed over this. It's like experiencing it anew.
I read the manga just like everyone else, I knew it was going to happen and I cried then too but it wasn't as bad as this... God, why? Hughes must be the best man, the most loyal, caring, kind person in the whole anime! Why him? Doushite? I don't understand, I really don't. And poor Elysia. God...
My favorite line: "It's starting to rain." Poor Roy! Losing such a good friend... It just hurts so much more because of those backflashes that show how good they were together.
I did like how they did the credits. Instead of having the end theme play, this just let it dwindle out.
God, just thinking about it is making me start again. *cries harder* It was so sad... The train scene...Hughes waving goodbye... Oh my God...
Damn, it's 4:30 AM. I had planned on seeing the 26th episode too but... Right now I'm just too broken up over Hughes. I think I'm going to go to bed.
Why the hell won't these tears stop? I knew it was going to happen! I was prepared! Why is it affecting me like this? I don't understand... Doushite???
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Random person's comment...
on 2004-07-28 07:01 pm (UTC)Re: Random person's comment...
on 2004-07-29 03:32 am (UTC)*sniffs* I rewatched it today. It still got me. I mean god, how could they do that to Hughes??? I liked Hughes! :(