Damn.

[sherryillk]

My Demember
Linkin Park




This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear
This is my December
This is my snow covered home
This is my December
This is me alone

And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all
The things I said
To make you
Feel like that
And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all the
Things I said to you

And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere
To go to
Give it all away
To have someone
To come home to

This is my December
These are my snow-covered trees
This is me pretending
This is all I need

And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all
The things I said
To make you feel like that
And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all the things
I said to you

And I give it all away
Just to have
Somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone
To come home to

This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear

And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere
To go to
Give it all away
To have someone
To come home to

Eddie's dead.

And that song...It was my only sad song with me but it works for how I feel right now.

God, damn.

Comments

[kiyasama.livejournal.com]

Oh my gosh! I didn't think of the song though, but Eddie's death was indeed a very sad thing to go through. I never thought I would actually feel like crying over...well...someone who isn't even real! Oh man, I just felt for Ryuusuke! *sniffles and wishes she could write a fic for those two*

*taps foot impatiently for Volume 20!*

[sherryillk.livejournal.com]

He, he, he... *embarassed laugh* Actually, it really was my only sad song (since the bulk of my English music collection is at home on my old computer) but now that I've reread it, it does work for Ryuusuke.

I've never had a problem crying over someone who wasn't real but Eddie was just sad. I was in a state of shock for a while afterwards. I just couldn't believe it. I mean it's Eddie of Dying Breed! How could he die? :(

I want volume 20 too!!!

[kiyasama.livejournal.com]

You know I was hoping that maybe - at least - Eddie would have gotten off with an injury or pull a 'Ryuusuke' (that guy always seems to end up life and death situations in more ways than one!) but damn that Harold! *shakes fists at mangaka* He just wiped out Eddie! How could he?!

Methinks Eddie is seriously based off Kurt Cobain. He seems to have a fixation with Nirvana, have you noticed that?

[sherryillk.livejournal.com]

I was hoping for that too! They didn't really show him "dying" so I was hoping he was still alive but then Maho broke the news to Koyuki... *shakes head* It was too much to hope for.

Nirvana? Aside from the fact that Kurt Cobain killed himself (and I'm not really sure about that), I really don't know them all too well. They were a bit before my time.

[kiyasama.livejournal.com]

Eddie dresses just like Kurt did - even have the same hairstyle and everything. I wasn't really into Nirvana at the time, but damn if people didn't make them into such a big deal because they brought 'grunge' music to the forefront.

Pick up 'Nevermind' if you get a chance to and after listening to it several times, I think you'll come to appreciate just what all the fuss was about. :)

http://www.nirvana-music.com/