Feeling contrite

I fail. I think that's the most accurate way of describing things. I just totally fail. After getting hit with that email last night, I was struck off-balanced and that's never a good position for me to be in. I felt cornered and saddened about being so horrible to merit something like that which fed into my guilt about the whole thing and it made for a huge mess of things.

( Because it's too huge to subject to people on my flist )

I have a bit more to say on the issue of clarity on the whole issue of feedback but I've spent too much time on this little post (I should probably cut this, huh? Yeah, it's huge, I should cut...) and if I delay going out to shovel a way out to the car, we're going to probably slip to our deaths going down the stairs. So much snow... We lost our blizzard warning this morning (very short blizzard conditions last night but aren't blizzards supposed to be more than an hour long?) but we're due for another half a foot of snow on top of the two feet plus we already have today. And we're going to have to find some way to break that 5' long icicle hanging from the edge of the roof.... It's so gonna kill someone if it falls. :\ Here's to hoping I won't die while I'm shoveling the stairs... So treacherous...