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sherryillkI'm so out of it today... I was kinda beady-eyed during Japanese as I squinted to read the katakana words ("designer suits" threw me so badly) and I tried to stay focused through the entire class but it just wasn't happening. Neither did it work during Orgo -- I just kept on going in and out when it came to that. All I want to do right now is to go to Kimmel, find a nice little corner to snuggle up in and fall asleep until I have lab at 1:30. Which I could if I ever could finish print out all these evil Sounds papers. I hate how he does them in such a high resolution because they're so hard to print. It's annoying as hell.
It's like my brain is covered with a fog. I hate being sick. I really do. And this weather just makes it worse and worse... I walk out and I'm hit with a wall of cold wind. You'd think that being April, it'll be warmer but no, it's rather cool still and it's annoying me so much.
Right now I just want to wrap myself in lots of good thoughts and feelings (negative vibes make me go ugh...), crawl up in bed with a ton of covers (although with the way I'm feeling, I alternate being really really hot and really really cold) and just chill for the next couple of days.
If I could, I would skip lab because that is probably the most evilest thing out there for me right now. I don't want to go and do it because I'll probably mess up again and end up screwing myself over. I have to make an Aldol product today. And hopefully it's a solid because I don't know how long it's gonna take me to do the Aldol, the TLC and then run a column if it turns out that it's a liquid product. And I must have next week free to run extra tests just in case. Last week is the last week of lab so... Eep..!
I can't deal with this... There's just too much I need to do in such a short period of time and I hate having to do stuff, scheduling things into my schedule and having to make time for them. It just makes me unhappy. :(
Tonight is...finish two lectures (preferably two and a half) and read the corresponding text for those two lectures. Tomorrow... I think I'll skip recitation since it's there's no quiz and try and do three lectures tomorrow. Thursday, also skip that recitation, and go and do recitation math problems in preperation for the test. Hopefully, I'll be better by then...
It's like my brain is covered with a fog. I hate being sick. I really do. And this weather just makes it worse and worse... I walk out and I'm hit with a wall of cold wind. You'd think that being April, it'll be warmer but no, it's rather cool still and it's annoying me so much.
Right now I just want to wrap myself in lots of good thoughts and feelings (negative vibes make me go ugh...), crawl up in bed with a ton of covers (although with the way I'm feeling, I alternate being really really hot and really really cold) and just chill for the next couple of days.
If I could, I would skip lab because that is probably the most evilest thing out there for me right now. I don't want to go and do it because I'll probably mess up again and end up screwing myself over. I have to make an Aldol product today. And hopefully it's a solid because I don't know how long it's gonna take me to do the Aldol, the TLC and then run a column if it turns out that it's a liquid product. And I must have next week free to run extra tests just in case. Last week is the last week of lab so... Eep..!
I can't deal with this... There's just too much I need to do in such a short period of time and I hate having to do stuff, scheduling things into my schedule and having to make time for them. It just makes me unhappy. :(
Tonight is...finish two lectures (preferably two and a half) and read the corresponding text for those two lectures. Tomorrow... I think I'll skip recitation since it's there's no quiz and try and do three lectures tomorrow. Thursday, also skip that recitation, and go and do recitation math problems in preperation for the test. Hopefully, I'll be better by then...
